19 JULY 2011, yumcha session

now bebe... i'm alone here.. waiting for u to reach KLIA to board your bags, to go eat KFC now.... its very slow for me... the time for me now... its totally very pain...

i dun even know whether i can listen to ur voice or not...
i dun even know whether u can see what i write in my blog or not...
i dun even know whether your phones can be use there or not...

summore everything is so exp.. everything need to take care and use...
especially u now having flu... summore eat KFC... hmmm...

the time passes so slow... ever since i woke up... till nw....
you have been so bz... ups and downs... running here and there... now only dinner KFC...
summore u need to go to toilet only can sms me...
hmm...
why cant u just tell your mum, that u are smsing me?
since u are going to UK... so u will be smsing and chat with me lo...
then tell her... i cant come is because tomolo need to work...
i know you will cover for me... but then... you cant cover yourself... :(

just now in the car also cant sms?
hmmm... one minute can reach adi to in the carpark...
bebe.. i know KLIA has changed.. the car park is quite far de o...
means you are happily chatting in the car with ur bro and sis lo?
good to see u happy...

i'm sad... but soon i'll be ok...
because i dun wish u....

to go there, and not have fun... i think properly.. this is like ur vacation... you days to get off... days to enjoy awhile... your days are so gila... so packed...
but then... i kept crying is because i really MISS you very much....
i know you are as well... but the one waiting would be great worst...

and reach there... please bebe... dun care is ur mum beside u or not... sms me straight k? i'll wait for your sms... hmm... and i told u in the sms d...

no matter i cant call you to9...
no matter i cant sms much to9...
no matter i cant see you to9...

i will always miss you so much!!
i will always wait for you...
i will stay here and take care myself...

just make sure u also remember... promise me and yourself... what my previous post have said... i hope u fulfill it... i hope u can... if not... i dun know what am i to do here...:(

i kept listening to the song u have posted before...
ROLLING IN DEEP/ SOMEONE LIKE YOU/ TURNING TABLES - ADELE... by micheal and justin..
its because its meaningful and then its me missing you...
i dun wan to miss you even by a sec...
i just dun wan to cant even communicate with you...


its adi very far between us...
its adi very not convenient for us to meet...
its adi very hard to contact each other adi...
now summore u r leaving so far...
going sumwhere whereby its 14++ hours of flight...
sumwhere so far until communication is hard 4 us...
how am i to tahan like this?? hmm?
i know you cant tahan too... but then....
i know its ur future...
i know everything....
but then...
i just couldnt accept this...
i'm selfish..
i'm always on me and me and me only...
neva think of u...
because i wan u so badly....
i want you every second beside me...
i want you like huiwen and jason like that...
its not i want to follow them...
its just i want u....
i want u...
i want u so badly....

be4 boarding... got things bite u... getting flu... over there is more worst...:(
take care my bebe...:(
i dun wan u get sick...
summore ur period coming... can dance a? :(
how to let u go like this? hmm.... mum there also cant help much... :(
bebe... drink more water there k? :(
hmmm... I MISS YOU...