omg.. omg... omg...

omg... i hope that the things is going smoothly and wont happen anything serious...
as it could harm the family and other people... omg...

i hope that the results have shown it negative that is true and it wouldnt change the results...
but why the results is being worst?? why is the effects getting different??
omg... dear god... i know i'm wrong... i'm bad... i know i've been playful... i know its my fault... omg...

the effects its going to hurt my family as in my parents havent settled the debt...
and other side.. omg...

my hands are shaking as in my brain dun know how to think and move properly...
my legs are cold and numb as we speak right now... omg...
dear god... i hope that the results are negative and stays negative for now.. omg...

02.07.10 one utama

the day started very early... fetch my dear from college and went back my house at 7am...

then continue sleeping together until morning 11 something...
supposed there is an alarm from my phone indicating 9.30am, but then.. off the alarm and then continue sleeping..
we were really tired for the whole week...
me for football...
but my dear... work load!! omg..

hmm.. then we went one utama... we took our tickets for the movie of triple tap..
then at first, we were to eat... but dun knw eat what... then 2 choices... Jack's Place (my house.. hahaha.. jk) or the italianies.. then we chose the italianies...

in the restaurant..
we ordered a set of appetizer and a meal...
a bruscetha (the spelling is wrong, cause i dun know how to spell it.. lol)..
and then the meal was fried red onions with a fish...
with a beautifully sourish ocean breeze.. i think.. hahaha...
overall was ok la.. not bad...
after the meal... we went to Baskin Robins... the chocolate ice cream was superb... no sugar but indeed.. very tasty... thank you dear for influencing me into baskin robins... hahaha...

the movie started at 2pm... then we went into the cinema and enjoyed the show.. and the movie has a story line from the previous movie... Double Tap..
it has leslie chung (kor kor) and some more actors la..
this time the show as little shooting.. and more talking... so it makes me more sien! hmm...

after the movie, went back to college... and ate mcdonalds... big mac... i wondering.. now i'm hungry d.. wanted to call one also.. sien..
hmm.. after the meal, we went back home...
then at night.. we wanted to have dinner...
its a reunion of my dear's frens.. at kepong...
omg.. the terrible traffic jam and house chores including my mum's dinner was the tapau which took about 30 mins.. killing times...
then rush to the place at kepong... next few doors from the Gasoline.. made me so terrible late and blur... until one of the fren's brought me to that place.. tqtq...

then arrived d... i dint ate anything.. late like mad d... omg..
ordered a chocolate ice cream...
my dear go and make me imagine the icecream into another thingy...
it looked like but its not... Poodle's fur... omg..
actually it looked like, but its not...
it nice though.. actually i think its from the same material where the 100yen used to sell.. i think there is still.. lol!
hmm.. then went back to one of the fren's house before saying goodbye to my dear...
dint went in.. just outside.. she waited for her mum to fetch her home..
i was very hungry indeed.. but in the end, dint eat... dinner was nothing except icecream.. it wasnt that i dun wanna eat.. but then the food was no no to me..
not the food isnt nice.. its just that i dun feel like eating... until this afternoon.. ate some rice... then junk food till night... then again.. ate little of the rice.. half was given to my brother.. then finished d...
went out.. watched the brillant match of Brazil and Netherlands..
the score ended of 2-1... Netherlands WON!!!
dint ate anything at all..
was under a heavy drizzle.. not rain... small droplets of rain...
under the drizzle.. with an umbrella and shisa.. imagine that.. omg..
some brazilian monkeys saw us doin it... did the same thing.. causing others cant watch the match properly...
i'm hungry.. but dun feel like eating d...
hmm.. back my home now.. writing this... wat a day... hmm..
dear..i'm sorry k? till now i still feel its my fault...
not to say its my responsibility or my task.. i know i must...
but its not my task.. i hope u know what i mean...
because its not mine.. i cant always remembering it... hmm..
i really hope u know what i mean.. no offence dear...
hmm... dear... i'm going to bed d... kiss kiss.. sweet dreams to u k?

to all people out there... Netherlands WON!! Brazil Lost!! what a WORLD CUP!
hmm.. dear... i'm really really really really sorry.......
(this one i type de.. really really sorry...)