Xiao-Xiao's B'day at putrajaya and sunway

Today, 24/04/10 was Xiao Xiao’s B’day…

The day started for me as where I woke up bout 6am… and made it to school… funny thing is I slept at 3am, I am able to wake up in 6am… then I made it to college… switch on my computer and wanted to check something on the email and FB…
And then Mr. Liew, my Brand Management Lecturer asked me for the cup of tea for breakfast. I wondered a while… then went with him a while lo… HP tower… so far… then I was chatting bout him about my future plans and he taught me quite well… then I realized that my phone was ringing and got to cut him off to meet with my dear…
On the way walking… felt my leg pain… wondered why… hmm… reached the Level 1, KPD block A, then I went sitting down with her… she asked for some weird looking pink santan kuih… so, went up and bought lo… while walking… leg pain again… this time worst… cramp awhile… maybe I walked too fast all of the sudden… bought down… then eat awhile… then she went for her last day finals… QBM101…
Meanwhile, I went for class… MKT208, the brand management… in the class supposed to finished 2 chapters… but these chapter are not related with the finals… so decided not to listen… the thing is… if I listen or not… the class was also useless… the lecturer kept talking bout the happenings around Malaysia and the World’s news… and there was 2 breaks in between the class… went up and ate with my dear… The pain in the leg still exists… but the thing is not so pain… hmm…
After that, a while more… the class ended and my dear is with the gang in Midvalley…. I went back home, Tapau for my mom, fetch my sis to the babysitter’s house… and then packed up and speed to MV… Upon reaching there, the parking was like crazy and hooligans parking… I see double parking, illegal parking, cars getting clamp… and I’m stuck in there bout 15mins… before heading up to the Italiannies, The Gardens at 2nd Floor… got the second cup of the cocktail I think… hahaha… last time was yellow birdie… now is Island Breeze… it was nice… and a bit sour that it spiced up my dear’s tongue and mine… then we headed to Catherine’s house for picnic preparation… before that, we went to Carefour at Mid Valley to bought food and drinks…
While the destination to Catherine’s house… I did not know that her house was so near to jason’s and tk’s house… hmm… funny thing… then we prepared the sandwich… (prepared by Eeloe, Catherine, and the rest of the gang… hahaha…) hmm… then we boys was like waiting for the girls to make up… change… and make themselves… like as below….
From rock to polite…
From ugly to hottie…
From fat to beautiful (although this word “fat” cant be used… but I don’t know any other word to replaced that word…) hahahahaXD

After all that, Juin How… I think the name is spelled like that… hahaha… said he is coming from the KL Sentral… waited for him… then headed to Putrajaya!!! The beautiful place… all also dun know how to go there… and was able to bang here bang there… and then we arrived there at 6pm… I think… bout that time la… then started our picnic… photo-shooting all the day… all the time… and all the seconds passes… so much fun… the most fun and romantic was hugging my dear… sitting on the grass… and watching sun sets… so beautiful!! And romantic… I wish it was a beach… more nice… hahahaha… but I think its ok for the moment… there would be a chance de… I think… hahaha…
After all that, then we went to Sunway Pyramid and had our dinner… STEAMBOAT AFTER THE HOT DAY!!! Hmmm… then everything was so happy… until the call was to go back… that really made my day sad… most sad case where the happy moments ends… haiz… hopefully there will be more of these things… hmm… then flew as fast as possible to fetch my dear back.. Due to her mom made a ridiculous appointment with the massage… hmm… expects 10pm sharp at her house’s door step… superman meh? Superman also got traffic lo… hmm… kept calling her… totally made my day unhappy… hmmm… then fetched Jasmine to her car and Theresa to McDonalds… hmm… (dear, I’m sorry I need to say this in my blog… :( I was so unhappy the day ended so fast… hmmm… dint really wanna end… )
After all the fetching… TK asked me to join him for shisa… on the way… heart suddenly pain… omg… (what’s wrong with me??) hmmm… maybe its because of the tom yam… hmm… drinking water as I’m typing this… hmm… on the way.. I also calculated my usage of money… cant use much liao… need to save… (kept saying.. but money kept going out… :P) hmmm… arrived there… just for 15mins… they say wanna go takei… I will go gila if I do… then went home… bathed and started typing this… so tired… eyes also cannot open jor… (I’ve been thinking too much… and many things to do… reduce the money spent..(:P) and too many things to consider… then both of the idiots kept talking and asking my trip… I neglected my dear’s message… so sorry dear… hmm…
And for now… there are more pics in FB… feel free to drop comments.. hahaha… hmm…

is it??

does all of my posting in my blog looks as if i'm having volka while writing... i think i was... and i hope i was... =.=

Yesterday's Dream... Nightmare

A dream last night….

The dreams made me had a sleepless night… usually it would not have dreams for me… but yesterday…
Gila de…
There were 3 dreams…
One was the dream where I and my brother were to steal 3 types of jewels. I recalled one was the jewel exactly like titanic’s jewel…. Blue big sapphire and there was a fake one to fake the thieves… but I was able to differentiate the fake ones… lol.. geng leh? haha
Am I missing the titanic movie? Or am I lost in titanic? Lolx… the security was hard for us to steal… so many paths and ways just to go inside the vault and then go into riddles and ways to unlock the passageways. It seems like I’ve been playing too much games lately…

The 2nd dream was the me and my dear… so lovely… at the beachside… so happening… maybe it’s the aircond neva blow me… that why I’m hot there… cause slept in mum’s room…
Then while we were sun-bathing on the beach… lol… we went to drink some coconut… and so lovely and no-stress situation… I think many people would want to have this time alone or with their love ones…
After that, the sunset scene… so nice.. lol… hmm.. then my mum called me wake up to take care of my sis… haiz… is it all the happy moments are all ending fast? Hmm…

The 3rd dream was serious… suddenly jumped into a house on the cliff de… nearby hill… I think… then there were many drains at the side of the house… told my sister dun play at the edge… she played then fall into the drains… bang and hit all around… water was fast flowing… then she hang on to the edges of the cliff asking for help when I saw her… slowly walked down… climbed carefully to reach her… then brought her up… then see her in bruises only… where as me… covered with cuts and bleeding… due to trees and thorns that stopped me to approached her….

What a nightmare…!! Maybe most of u all think that I’m hallucinating… but I’m sure I’m dreaming… and most of the dreams is can’t be recalled… but for me… got this ability kua… I kinda remembered the dreams… bad or good… you decide…

what a lovely day!! haiz....

hmm... today is sunday, and i'm sitting infront of the pc bullshiting...
haiz...
bad weather until nw... hot like mad then cold like idiot...
haiz...

dun knw what to do with my assignment and now in ampang... with the nice weather.... blur and naughty.... kept playing games and not doing my assignment... hmm...

next post... i'm posting my previous days with my dear... hehehe... how nice is it... hahaha...

once a moment...

it was a wednesday...
happy moments...
that made me happy...
that was a moment that i wished never ended....







me and my dear in 3D mode... so happy moments.....









so nice de food... wish that moment dint ended...
how i wish the time i could see my dear... with me... together enjoying... omg...
i cant stand it... =( really wished to be with u every moment....
(i'm just emo and depressed right now... depressed until with my tears is coming out..=()

After the Ching Ming, depression starts...

since i've been neglected my blog for weeks... due to assignments...
so i think i'll have the time to do so...
kinda sien with my life...
what is to be done with my time?
always at home?
like today...
after the morning 6am wake up and ching ming at nilai memorial park and nearby my house de hillside... its seems boring of me... tired but then boring...
after the bath and eaten some bread for lunch... no mood to eat...
watch tv also no good movie or show to watch...
so boring in my life... wish to go out.. but then, it seems very lonely...
dont know where to go.... what is the feeling to be always noticed?
at least someone calls u out... or understanding ur feelings, wouldn't it be good?
deep in my heart... there is no feeling towards me.. i dun feel it...
dun know what is happening to me... just felt of my heart is being pain...
i dont know why... really felts like being alone...
like an ice cream neva being licked by anyone and melts slowly... that is so cold and depressing...
i think there are many people who is suffering more than me... but i just feel boringness and lonelyness within me...dun really feel like doing this and that... felt there is no friends... if there it is... i dun see them beside me.. or around me...
i'm really dead lonely... i really dun know... hmm...
home is sick... home is stress... parents are naggy... parents calls u... then u must do...
they dun give a damn on ur feelings and treats u like a shadow... a robot... with no feelings on me... this feeling that ur parents treats me... is killing... then treats u like a super robot that what also call u do... then say u are young ma... where will tired de? then go out so late can? nw call u do things cannot?

what la... i'm at outside because i need a time out... time break... just to avoid u guys... alone outside be4... sitting on a swing and simply thinking about things... dun really know what to do? i dun wish to put stress or depression on anyone...
but then, i dun know what can i do...

very sien at home... very tired of home... my heng tai calls me to go on a vacation... i think so... but i think i will think many more things...
the family is all me me me and me... all needs me... cant they understand my feelings before asking me me and me... my brother is not to be compared, but he is a part of the family... cant he do something for the family as well... everyday early morning comes back.. sleep until late afternoon... then goes out to work... like a king at home... and i'm a servant? no nagging done to him but me?
u parents say that u all have tried ur best of nagging... but u all dint do any actions... not beat him up... its just use actions like u all did it to me? cant u all do that?

i may sound like i'm being prejudice on my brother...
i may sound like that i'm being jealous of his acts...
although i know how bad my brother is, and my brother cannot be hope...
although i know that my brother will pay for his deeds...
but then, i'm the one suffering nonstop...
i'm the one killing myself for the family without any noise said by me...
i dun dare to even shout aloud in here...
alone in my room writing this stupid thing...

all i wanna say is i'm depressed of my brother's actions that lead me to be so suffering... alone without my frens around me... and alone where no one cares bout me rather than scolding me... =(

since there is no one to bother me... no one to cared for me... i also dun know who is supporting me... who is trying their best to accompany me in person... haiz... (unless my dear... which is far away from me... but handphone and on9 msn cannot replace my missing for dear...) hmm...