25.05.10
It was a Tuesday for this week…
I went to my dear’s house for the first time so early…
I was so happy by then…. Can see her on a Tuesday morning…
and pass to her my self-made 2 bottles of stars….
I told her she was my honey star ma…
Then I mai give her stars lo… hahahaha…
Dear…. Did u love it?? Hehehe…
After that, we went to Dr café and have our tea-time…
Coffee break…
For her, was a caramel ice blended and a mocha Ice blended for myself..
Both of us have our own lappys and then being doing our own work…
Omg.. although we were like so close… but then there was like a barrier among us…
I wish everyday we would be together.. but once a while we got to like this also ma rite??
This feeling is like u do urs and I’ll do mine… dun disturb each other…
Omg… hmm… then verene came by and chatted for awhile before she went home…
It was like so sien for her to see two honeystars together… hahaha…
(although I wanna say love birds… but then its common… so… Watever~~)
After that, we went to a mamak known as the bestari o… ate kambing, maggi goreng, roti canai, and one coke… it was so hungry for me…
The whole day only ate with my dear… wantan mee.. (bought by dear’s sis’s bf… confusing huh?) hahaha
Then bread only in the morning… dear also was hungry rite?? Hahaha
Then ended de day d… it was so fast… so fast like mad…
The time passes like only a few hours to me…
27.05.10
This day we went to one utama and watch the prince of Persia… it was interesting movie but the movie and the game was totally different…
Prince of Persia, the person wasn’t an ordinary person… he was actually origin of a prince rather than a citizen in that country itself… hahaha
Anyways… after the movie… my dear and I walk to a padini store nearby body shop in One Utama…
I insisted that I walk in with her to the fitting room… then tried the clothes and stuff… so pretty when different clothes went on with her… but she looked like a Barbie doll changing… so fast one… and then so fast the other…
The sad part is the traumas she had… omg… I know when its at night…
Dear… whatever that he had done… it’s a past… try to use me to overcome the traumas… its ok… I dun mind…
I’ve told dear adi… its very sad to hear this and I cant be at ur side to hug or kiss u… its so hurting….
I’ve also told dear… the traumas will be gone when u r with me…
So feel free to tell me k? u told me be4, anything happens.. we overcome it together k??
Ok? Next time tell me everything o… ok?? I wanna know how bad was he to u… and I’ll make sure myself wont be the same way that he is… he’s a jerk k??
Anyways… coming along… dear… people that looked at the pic in the padini store said that u looked skinny… quite good body… omg… once I realized… the pics are like below… so ngam ngam changed the looks of dear… that angle shot looks as if u r really skinny… omg… so beautiful and easily faking people… rite? Rite? Hahahahahaha… blek:P
and then right away when i reach home... i slept at the chair after 5 mins sitting there... hahahaha
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Monday, May 24, 2010
25.05.2010... this was the bothering jealousy of me...:(
25/ 05/2010
JEALOUSY OF ME!!:(
From yesterday until today I have been not sleeping and kept thinking about the same time all over again and again…
Which it makes me mad and drives me crazy…
It made me emo, sad, and depressed everytime I think of it…
It neva stops haunting me…
I wasn’t able to sleep at all…
It was so cold… depression is all over my body…
Its because my dear went out with her ex again…
He was already an idiot in life…
I told her many times to talk him out and use many ways to shoo him off…
But the thing is… she couldn’t say no to him at all..
And to everyone else.. that’s her weakness… I was able to overcome it..
But the thing is that guy was so persistent… the more he sms my dear… the more I’m angry…
And the more I’m angry… I cant release it out… the more I suffer…
The messages gives me the feelings that he kept getting hopes on my dear…
I dun wanna lose u dear… I dun want… but its giving a bad bad bad feeling and it makes me emo bout it…
The more he kept replying to him… or talk to him… the more I get depress…
I know I shouldn’t be doing this… but I’m so jealous that he could get all he want… I dint…
Dear… if u realize…
Our dinner time together was just an hour and a half… but today’s dinner for dear with him was very very long… did u realized that the time u spent with him was so long??
Everytime we go out for dinner… no matter in Korean restaurant with the gang or the steamboat in sunway, we always have to rush back home?? And I muz be accurate at all of the timing?? Why muz I be?? Why muz I be accurate??
Today, he had the time all with dear… from 8.00pm at dear’s house and until 12am..
Went to his place through the road summore… u know how that strikes me?? Its so pain… I know I’m jealous of the time… but why is it everytime is so hard for us to be together??
Other than that, why he has the privilege to bring dear to go so far?? So much time at the night… which I want to spent with dear…
All I wish is a day where there will be no problems, no misunderstandings, nothing to bother us to have a nice dinner until 12am… that’s all…
But this day seems to be no where between us…
I’m really depressed….
Other things like u know he is persistent on u… why still go out with him?? He haven’t lose the hope on dear because what I think, he still gains the hope from dear… (I might be thinking too much… but its seems true to me)
Maybe its ur mum’s idea… I dun mind u go out with him… but the thing is… could it be earlier back home?? I’m so worried that he does something to u and I’m not there to help or assist u…
All I could see will be dear getting hurt already with regretting… and I couldn’t help dear at all…
I’m so worried until I’m waiting to rush to the place at that time…
I’m sked that dear have not a chance to push him away and call me…
By that time… its like rice becum porridge d…. I’m so worried that moment will happen…
U know that guy isn’t a normal guy… he’s forceful.. he forces anything out of u…
I dint wish to write this blog dear… I neva meant to hurt anyone in here…
I dint say I dun let u to go out with ur ex… I did too… but the thing is we dun have any feelings for each other anymore and I have u adi…
The differences is… he is madly inlove with u still… which I cant stop him… and both of u goes out until late night… and made me depress more than last time dear was…
It stroked me so hard… I barely could breathe… dear knows he is deeply mad bout u… and u still went for it… maybe u dint have a choice… but why couldn’t u come home earlier?? Why dint u call him to go and fetch dear earlier??
The more the time u 2 spent together… the more I think we will be separating faster….
U know from the traumas I’ve been through… it was the same thing happened to me be4… it was so depress when I found out…
They just told me… I prefer my ex… not that u r no good… u r better than them… but I prefer them than u… they know their ex are bad, treats them no good, disrespects them in so many people… but then, they preferred a bad one rather than a good one…
They prefer to be this way… until they met with a barrier… and found out that their ex has another one… they still goes for them… rather than me… this is what I dun understand… all the same situation as dear…
Its just the same… this makes me the same feelings which I will never forget and it happens again…
Not to say that I dun let dear to contact with him… but just tell him and settle with him… make him lose hope on u first… then only talk to him back… and maybe go out to yumcha also neva mind… but the thing is now, everything is so different… he talks to u… he drives u out… brings u nearby his place… and most of all.. until so late…
And when u were home.. u said that he is trying his best not to kiss u… I was so helpless… I couldn’t stop him… I couldn’t protect u… I couldn’t do anything!! That made me so depress even more…
If I dun know bout it, and suddenly dear tells me… I’m still in a worrying situation…
But if seeing my dear walking into a trap and watching it although without seeing it live…. It makes the person more depressed and more sad… cant even do anything bout it… this makes me even more depressed and mad… all I could see is dear suffering and getting traumas more…
I dun wanna see dear in that shape… I dun wanna see dear with all kinds of trauma… I dun want…
I DUN WANT!! I just dun want… u know how is it feel like if u know what is going on with ur loved one and u are helpless to help them?? The pain is so suffering…. Cant breathe at all!!
Dear… I hope when u see this… it will remind u always…. I cant be 24/7 with u all times… I know u could take care of urself… but its limited to a girl’s abilities when confronting a guy… and they are so forceful… omg…
Why am I saying this and my tears kept falling…?? I’m so sad right now and I could see my keyboard and my floor within my specs full of tears…
I might be strong on the outer looks… happy always… playful at all times….
But inner heart of me is fragile and easily affected… gets sad and emotional always… and couldn’t accept any love mistakes or situations to happen… I’m weak in this matter… I’m totally weak… :(
I’m so WEAK…………….
All I could do is write this to dear so that we could avoid the mistakes and quarreling..
I dun want to quarrel… that’s all I care most… I sked I could have misused the temper I have on dear… which I want to prevent of it… but I’m so sad… I cant barely continue with this blogging…..its so pain… I kept putting down my glasses and wiping it so that I wont write something stupid right here…
That’s all I wanna say… I couldn’t continue…..:(
JEALOUSY OF ME!!:(
From yesterday until today I have been not sleeping and kept thinking about the same time all over again and again…
Which it makes me mad and drives me crazy…
It made me emo, sad, and depressed everytime I think of it…
It neva stops haunting me…
I wasn’t able to sleep at all…
It was so cold… depression is all over my body…
Its because my dear went out with her ex again…
He was already an idiot in life…
I told her many times to talk him out and use many ways to shoo him off…
But the thing is… she couldn’t say no to him at all..
And to everyone else.. that’s her weakness… I was able to overcome it..
But the thing is that guy was so persistent… the more he sms my dear… the more I’m angry…
And the more I’m angry… I cant release it out… the more I suffer…
The messages gives me the feelings that he kept getting hopes on my dear…
I dun wanna lose u dear… I dun want… but its giving a bad bad bad feeling and it makes me emo bout it…
The more he kept replying to him… or talk to him… the more I get depress…
I know I shouldn’t be doing this… but I’m so jealous that he could get all he want… I dint…
Dear… if u realize…
Our dinner time together was just an hour and a half… but today’s dinner for dear with him was very very long… did u realized that the time u spent with him was so long??
Everytime we go out for dinner… no matter in Korean restaurant with the gang or the steamboat in sunway, we always have to rush back home?? And I muz be accurate at all of the timing?? Why muz I be?? Why muz I be accurate??
Today, he had the time all with dear… from 8.00pm at dear’s house and until 12am..
Went to his place through the road summore… u know how that strikes me?? Its so pain… I know I’m jealous of the time… but why is it everytime is so hard for us to be together??
Other than that, why he has the privilege to bring dear to go so far?? So much time at the night… which I want to spent with dear…
All I wish is a day where there will be no problems, no misunderstandings, nothing to bother us to have a nice dinner until 12am… that’s all…
But this day seems to be no where between us…
I’m really depressed….
Other things like u know he is persistent on u… why still go out with him?? He haven’t lose the hope on dear because what I think, he still gains the hope from dear… (I might be thinking too much… but its seems true to me)
Maybe its ur mum’s idea… I dun mind u go out with him… but the thing is… could it be earlier back home?? I’m so worried that he does something to u and I’m not there to help or assist u…
All I could see will be dear getting hurt already with regretting… and I couldn’t help dear at all…
I’m so worried until I’m waiting to rush to the place at that time…
I’m sked that dear have not a chance to push him away and call me…
By that time… its like rice becum porridge d…. I’m so worried that moment will happen…
U know that guy isn’t a normal guy… he’s forceful.. he forces anything out of u…
I dint wish to write this blog dear… I neva meant to hurt anyone in here…
I dint say I dun let u to go out with ur ex… I did too… but the thing is we dun have any feelings for each other anymore and I have u adi…
The differences is… he is madly inlove with u still… which I cant stop him… and both of u goes out until late night… and made me depress more than last time dear was…
It stroked me so hard… I barely could breathe… dear knows he is deeply mad bout u… and u still went for it… maybe u dint have a choice… but why couldn’t u come home earlier?? Why dint u call him to go and fetch dear earlier??
The more the time u 2 spent together… the more I think we will be separating faster….
U know from the traumas I’ve been through… it was the same thing happened to me be4… it was so depress when I found out…
They just told me… I prefer my ex… not that u r no good… u r better than them… but I prefer them than u… they know their ex are bad, treats them no good, disrespects them in so many people… but then, they preferred a bad one rather than a good one…
They prefer to be this way… until they met with a barrier… and found out that their ex has another one… they still goes for them… rather than me… this is what I dun understand… all the same situation as dear…
Its just the same… this makes me the same feelings which I will never forget and it happens again…
Not to say that I dun let dear to contact with him… but just tell him and settle with him… make him lose hope on u first… then only talk to him back… and maybe go out to yumcha also neva mind… but the thing is now, everything is so different… he talks to u… he drives u out… brings u nearby his place… and most of all.. until so late…
And when u were home.. u said that he is trying his best not to kiss u… I was so helpless… I couldn’t stop him… I couldn’t protect u… I couldn’t do anything!! That made me so depress even more…
If I dun know bout it, and suddenly dear tells me… I’m still in a worrying situation…
But if seeing my dear walking into a trap and watching it although without seeing it live…. It makes the person more depressed and more sad… cant even do anything bout it… this makes me even more depressed and mad… all I could see is dear suffering and getting traumas more…
I dun wanna see dear in that shape… I dun wanna see dear with all kinds of trauma… I dun want…
I DUN WANT!! I just dun want… u know how is it feel like if u know what is going on with ur loved one and u are helpless to help them?? The pain is so suffering…. Cant breathe at all!!
Dear… I hope when u see this… it will remind u always…. I cant be 24/7 with u all times… I know u could take care of urself… but its limited to a girl’s abilities when confronting a guy… and they are so forceful… omg…
Why am I saying this and my tears kept falling…?? I’m so sad right now and I could see my keyboard and my floor within my specs full of tears…
I might be strong on the outer looks… happy always… playful at all times….
But inner heart of me is fragile and easily affected… gets sad and emotional always… and couldn’t accept any love mistakes or situations to happen… I’m weak in this matter… I’m totally weak… :(
I’m so WEAK…………….
All I could do is write this to dear so that we could avoid the mistakes and quarreling..
I dun want to quarrel… that’s all I care most… I sked I could have misused the temper I have on dear… which I want to prevent of it… but I’m so sad… I cant barely continue with this blogging…..its so pain… I kept putting down my glasses and wiping it so that I wont write something stupid right here…
That’s all I wanna say… I couldn’t continue…..:(
Sunday, May 16, 2010
16 MAY 2010... woohoo!!
Today, my first day at ALL IT working as a promoter at LOW YAT PLAZA….
Selling some nonsense modems with 2 types only… one with modem… one without modem.. both routers… omg… so tiring…
Stand until my heels are aching now.. omg…
But today it was nonsense… gila de… stand there and some stupid customers duo duo lan yeh… omg…
Once of the customers started the whole shit and nonsense conversation to me and it sounds like this…
Customer: hi, may I know why this modem is different from this…??
(showing the Belkin and my product that is to be sold, SMC Communications)
Me: explaining to the customer, this is expensive and bla bla bla…
Customer: then got modem or not de ar?
Me: I told u d… got modem de… both also got… its only BELKIN is more expensive…
Customer: oo… then got network card ma??
Me: giving the customer the look… this is the network thingy… not a card..
Customer: then how to use ar?
Me: explain again…
Finished the explaination.. then the customers shows that how pro he is… omg…
Customer: then got repeater ma?? This one this la.. that la.. nothing to do with the modem thingy…
Me: I neva heard before repeater wor… splitter I know la… (looking at the box and asking the colleagues working there.. they even say what is that with a 20 years experience…) GRRRR…
Customer: then u all dun have these things… I go and see better stock… giving me the lanci look because I embarrassed him in front of 3 people… (who call him start first? Blek!!:P)
After my lunch……at 4pm… he came back… again… GRRR!!!
Customer: erm, u all de modem is Atheros or Ethernet de ar?
Luckily got colleagues teach me… dun know correct or not lo.. hahaha… but I got it la… then he seems like he go and learn from a textbook and plan to shoot me… lucky me… come come… bring it on… and it goes….
Me: erm, atheros and Ethernet is different thing.. if u got network USB adapter… then it would be considered… but if u are using a laptop, then dun know… cause its build in…
Customer: then mine is desktop using atheros de wor… I sked urs don’t adapt with my super computer… cause I wasted some much money to build my computer.. (OMG!!!)
Me: then ur computer got USB adapter ma?? If dun have… u need to use cable and dun need to wireless lo…
Customer: the computer no need de… mine can work on internet without cable and USB adapter…
Me: huh??
Customer: mine is portable somemore…
OMG!! He confused himself on laptop and desktop… omg!!
Me: urs is laptop or desktop?? Computer keyboard build within the computer screen,
rite??
Customer: ya la… what u thinking?? Its called desktop ma…
Me: =____=!! Its laptop… SIR!! Haiz…
Customer: then urs is atheros or Ethernet??
Me: laptops no need to see both of this… (cause it doesn’t relate to each other…)
Customer: oh ya meh?? No wor… bla bla bla… (die also still wanna grab a hand of sand) – Cantonese translated..
Me: ok ok… that one I dun know… (acting lo… what to do??)
Customer: then ur line ok de ma?? Will disconnect de ma??
Me: that one is ur decision on ur service provider lo… nothing to do with modem de…
Customer: no wor… bla bla bla again… ( helo… modem la de!! Not service provider ar…)
Then my colleague came..
Colleague: Disconnecting is the service provider’s problem… not the modems…
Customer: no la… my service provider very good de… good service… good this… good that… NIA SING!! Good la… shit la!! (I’m sry… I’m very angry at that moment…)
Colleague: after 24 years of experiences in modems and hardwares.. I dun know that modems will disconnect your internet line de wor… and modems got atheros and Ethernet wor… got differentiate de meh?? I tot its both in the modem adi de?? (acting like a fool…)
Then the customer knows he is stupid and an idiot being played back…. He go and show his attitudes… shows his watch… lan lan ci ci... (whack u then u know... wahahah.. GRRrr...)
Customer: OMG…. My gold ROLEX… (Must be fake…) shows the time that I’m late for my plane…
Me: ok then… bye bye…
Customer: er…. This one… then give me one la… (cause lose adi ma… sure like this lo… sau pei la!!)
Me: okok… thanks!! (goodbye… so chai… hahahaha… )
Customer: haih… this product how long warranty a?? ( u need de meh?? Not got rolex meh?? Sei yeh!!)
Me: 3 years…
Customer: ok la… (if he starts again with Belkin and compares it… he is a goner… GRRRRrrrr…..)
Me: then there is the counter and there is the door… BYE!
Left him to pay and went laughing on his joke with the colleagues there… for the day!! Hahahaha…
Then had dinner with parents… have all the things… it was drizzling… hahaha… I laughing now… because…
Then went yumcha with the gang…
It started raining…. Then sms with my dear… having fun… she says its heavy that side… I was laughing… then funny thing the wind started to be so geng until tables and chairs went flying and the mamak people was covering plastic bags on the tv… then the water kept spraying into the mamak stall… causing us to be freaking freezing cold… omg!! Hahahah!!
I was like woohoo!! Woohoo!! Hahaha… genting feeling!! Hahahaha….
Then we changed our place… right after the person slip and nearly fall himself but accidently dropped the charcoal.. (because of shisa ma… ) on someone’s pants and caused a hole on it… everyone laughed… omg!! Hahahahaha…. One more nearly got burned on his so called beautiful t-shirt… haiz… then give the person a look… (helo… he said sorry and wasn’t on purpose ma… u also nothing… dun act as if u can fight him like that la… u r big… but he is bigger lo… helo!!)
Then ended the day… where still raining… ran into the car…. The car nearby was bout a quarter of tyres… causing me and ryan to get wet our legs before going in the car and Jason was left outside in the rain while tk slowly drove the car out because Jason dun wanna get his legs wet wor… ai yo.. sudah keluar run in the rain… sure wet d de la… wahahahahha!!!!
Selling some nonsense modems with 2 types only… one with modem… one without modem.. both routers… omg… so tiring…
Stand until my heels are aching now.. omg…
But today it was nonsense… gila de… stand there and some stupid customers duo duo lan yeh… omg…
Once of the customers started the whole shit and nonsense conversation to me and it sounds like this…
Customer: hi, may I know why this modem is different from this…??
(showing the Belkin and my product that is to be sold, SMC Communications)
Me: explaining to the customer, this is expensive and bla bla bla…
Customer: then got modem or not de ar?
Me: I told u d… got modem de… both also got… its only BELKIN is more expensive…
Customer: oo… then got network card ma??
Me: giving the customer the look… this is the network thingy… not a card..
Customer: then how to use ar?
Me: explain again…
Finished the explaination.. then the customers shows that how pro he is… omg…
Customer: then got repeater ma?? This one this la.. that la.. nothing to do with the modem thingy…
Me: I neva heard before repeater wor… splitter I know la… (looking at the box and asking the colleagues working there.. they even say what is that with a 20 years experience…) GRRRR…
Customer: then u all dun have these things… I go and see better stock… giving me the lanci look because I embarrassed him in front of 3 people… (who call him start first? Blek!!:P)
After my lunch……at 4pm… he came back… again… GRRR!!!
Customer: erm, u all de modem is Atheros or Ethernet de ar?
Luckily got colleagues teach me… dun know correct or not lo.. hahaha… but I got it la… then he seems like he go and learn from a textbook and plan to shoot me… lucky me… come come… bring it on… and it goes….
Me: erm, atheros and Ethernet is different thing.. if u got network USB adapter… then it would be considered… but if u are using a laptop, then dun know… cause its build in…
Customer: then mine is desktop using atheros de wor… I sked urs don’t adapt with my super computer… cause I wasted some much money to build my computer.. (OMG!!!)
Me: then ur computer got USB adapter ma?? If dun have… u need to use cable and dun need to wireless lo…
Customer: the computer no need de… mine can work on internet without cable and USB adapter…
Me: huh??
Customer: mine is portable somemore…
OMG!! He confused himself on laptop and desktop… omg!!
Me: urs is laptop or desktop?? Computer keyboard build within the computer screen,
rite??
Customer: ya la… what u thinking?? Its called desktop ma…
Me: =____=!! Its laptop… SIR!! Haiz…
Customer: then urs is atheros or Ethernet??
Me: laptops no need to see both of this… (cause it doesn’t relate to each other…)
Customer: oh ya meh?? No wor… bla bla bla… (die also still wanna grab a hand of sand) – Cantonese translated..
Me: ok ok… that one I dun know… (acting lo… what to do??)
Customer: then ur line ok de ma?? Will disconnect de ma??
Me: that one is ur decision on ur service provider lo… nothing to do with modem de…
Customer: no wor… bla bla bla again… ( helo… modem la de!! Not service provider ar…)
Then my colleague came..
Colleague: Disconnecting is the service provider’s problem… not the modems…
Customer: no la… my service provider very good de… good service… good this… good that… NIA SING!! Good la… shit la!! (I’m sry… I’m very angry at that moment…)
Colleague: after 24 years of experiences in modems and hardwares.. I dun know that modems will disconnect your internet line de wor… and modems got atheros and Ethernet wor… got differentiate de meh?? I tot its both in the modem adi de?? (acting like a fool…)
Then the customer knows he is stupid and an idiot being played back…. He go and show his attitudes… shows his watch… lan lan ci ci... (whack u then u know... wahahah.. GRRrr...)
Customer: OMG…. My gold ROLEX… (Must be fake…) shows the time that I’m late for my plane…
Me: ok then… bye bye…
Customer: er…. This one… then give me one la… (cause lose adi ma… sure like this lo… sau pei la!!)
Me: okok… thanks!! (goodbye… so chai… hahahaha… )
Customer: haih… this product how long warranty a?? ( u need de meh?? Not got rolex meh?? Sei yeh!!)
Me: 3 years…
Customer: ok la… (if he starts again with Belkin and compares it… he is a goner… GRRRRrrrr…..)
Me: then there is the counter and there is the door… BYE!
Left him to pay and went laughing on his joke with the colleagues there… for the day!! Hahahaha…
Then had dinner with parents… have all the things… it was drizzling… hahaha… I laughing now… because…
Then went yumcha with the gang…
It started raining…. Then sms with my dear… having fun… she says its heavy that side… I was laughing… then funny thing the wind started to be so geng until tables and chairs went flying and the mamak people was covering plastic bags on the tv… then the water kept spraying into the mamak stall… causing us to be freaking freezing cold… omg!! Hahahah!!
I was like woohoo!! Woohoo!! Hahaha… genting feeling!! Hahahaha….
Then we changed our place… right after the person slip and nearly fall himself but accidently dropped the charcoal.. (because of shisa ma… ) on someone’s pants and caused a hole on it… everyone laughed… omg!! Hahahahaha…. One more nearly got burned on his so called beautiful t-shirt… haiz… then give the person a look… (helo… he said sorry and wasn’t on purpose ma… u also nothing… dun act as if u can fight him like that la… u r big… but he is bigger lo… helo!!)
Then ended the day… where still raining… ran into the car…. The car nearby was bout a quarter of tyres… causing me and ryan to get wet our legs before going in the car and Jason was left outside in the rain while tk slowly drove the car out because Jason dun wanna get his legs wet wor… ai yo.. sudah keluar run in the rain… sure wet d de la… wahahahahha!!!!
08 May 2010
Today I went to pavilion with the gang..
Enjoyed the day with my gang at there…
Supposed to watch the ironman2…
Instead, we dint and bought the basketball…
And ended up in a place where we chill the most…
15 May 2010
Yesterday…
It was a tired day…
Today…
Same thing…
Neva change…
Tired tired day…
Tomorrow,
My first day of work…
Even worst day…
It seems that everyday is a busy day and tiring for me…
Until my exams.. which is during JUN…
Getting my nerves on it… tired for everything… supposed to do many things…. But the things I’m just too lazy to do so… very tired…
Even for today… went out the whole day with my mum to interview at USJ 1, the summit… got the job… and then headed home at 2pm.. tired like mad… 3 something went out with verene…
Then went to old town and ate its new meal… some tit bits… then headed ampang with the gang again…
Have the fun moments by watching back the POKER KING movie…
But it ended disaster… during the way to verene’s house to ampnag journey… restarted my phone 7 times… no line.. no intake… maxis fault I think… causing my dear to get at me… I’m so sry… it wasn’t me…
But after that, it was my fault…
During the dinner with bak kut teh with the gang which I tapau for my mum first before heading there…
But I kinda late replied my dear.. which caused her to think that I ignored her… till I reached verene’s house… it was only a few messages between us…
Dear… all I wanna say is I didn’t meant to hurt u like this and didn’t meant to ignore u… its just I’m off my concentration with my phone… I’m not ignoring u… I’m not trying not to listen to the phone… but when someone is off concentrated to the phone… it tends to go haywire… like me.. it will make someone like me to do other things first be4 for the phone…
Dear… u will be always special and important to me… but the thing is when u r not beside me… concentrated on the phone will tend to make me lose control of it… and late replies will be sent to u… this doesn’t meant that I ignore u or I dun wanna message u back…
I’m sorry for not telling u earlier on what will be done… but I did tell dear where was i.. I hope that this incident will not hurt u any deeper or make dear misunderstand worst…
I just watched the movie of “P.S. I LOVE YOU” and I wish to tell dear…
P.S. dear… u will be always my special one and important one.. I LOVE YOU!<3
Enjoyed the day with my gang at there…
Supposed to watch the ironman2…
Instead, we dint and bought the basketball…
And ended up in a place where we chill the most…
15 May 2010
Yesterday…
It was a tired day…
Today…
Same thing…
Neva change…
Tired tired day…
Tomorrow,
My first day of work…
Even worst day…
It seems that everyday is a busy day and tiring for me…
Until my exams.. which is during JUN…
Getting my nerves on it… tired for everything… supposed to do many things…. But the things I’m just too lazy to do so… very tired…
Even for today… went out the whole day with my mum to interview at USJ 1, the summit… got the job… and then headed home at 2pm.. tired like mad… 3 something went out with verene…
Then went to old town and ate its new meal… some tit bits… then headed ampang with the gang again…
Have the fun moments by watching back the POKER KING movie…
But it ended disaster… during the way to verene’s house to ampnag journey… restarted my phone 7 times… no line.. no intake… maxis fault I think… causing my dear to get at me… I’m so sry… it wasn’t me…
But after that, it was my fault…
During the dinner with bak kut teh with the gang which I tapau for my mum first before heading there…
But I kinda late replied my dear.. which caused her to think that I ignored her… till I reached verene’s house… it was only a few messages between us…
Dear… all I wanna say is I didn’t meant to hurt u like this and didn’t meant to ignore u… its just I’m off my concentration with my phone… I’m not ignoring u… I’m not trying not to listen to the phone… but when someone is off concentrated to the phone… it tends to go haywire… like me.. it will make someone like me to do other things first be4 for the phone…
Dear… u will be always special and important to me… but the thing is when u r not beside me… concentrated on the phone will tend to make me lose control of it… and late replies will be sent to u… this doesn’t meant that I ignore u or I dun wanna message u back…
I’m sorry for not telling u earlier on what will be done… but I did tell dear where was i.. I hope that this incident will not hurt u any deeper or make dear misunderstand worst…
I just watched the movie of “P.S. I LOVE YOU” and I wish to tell dear…
P.S. dear… u will be always my special one and important one.. I LOVE YOU!<3
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
today......
omg... sitting in front here with jason at ampang park and watch super trio show... new de... so funny....
but then... the thing is the funny and happy moments always end so fast... its 7pm d... haiz....
:(
but then... the thing is the funny and happy moments always end so fast... its 7pm d... haiz....
:(
Monday, May 10, 2010
it makes the world turn bad and worst...
why in this world have these kind of people??
they would be the most important people in life...
they could be the best friend..
the best security..
the hilarous person..
but then...
they could also be ur nightmare...
impatient person..
troublesome person..
likes to be incontrol of everything..
i think if u know what am i talking about.... YES... its the mothers...
after mother's day... its supposed to be appreciating ur parents... especially ur mum's love towards you...
but then... this is going off point of love...
why couldn't her accept the mistakes that she makes in front of the children??
why couldn't she accept the flaws and bad things that she have??
why does she wanna control everything and way out of their point??
why do she need to ask everything out of their reach??
why they need to demand so much from us??
is it hard to say sorry to ur own kids??
is it hard to admit that its ur fault to ur own kids??
although this is not a appropriate, but at least show that u are wrong and u admit... omg... just say sorry lo... what is it so hard to sry? even we as the children say sry... why is it so hard to do the other way round??
it isnt producing S**T and calling back u all to eat it back... omg!!
and u have to scold people for no reason... and scolding the things that u have caused wrong, blamed all on ur child and scold them...
they dun know what is happenning?? hello?? u all thinks that a child is a way to help u to cure ur stresses, ur guilty, ur sins, ur bad stuff, and all... thats why u treat ur child as a puppet that u could whack it hard and leave it to be??
children are to be loved.. treated good... treated in a well-manner... we are also
human... just like u... what if we control ur life like as u??
you will be going crazy and shouting as us... omg!
children are not to be treated as puppet, a toy, a pillow and other things that u could imagine... when we control ur life.. u'll see how...
WHY cant u think before u do??
WHY cant u think in ur children's shoes before doing any decision??
WHY cant u put ur love and show respect to ur childrens??
and last but not least...
WHY CANT U TREAT US LIKE HUMANS AND TREAT US LIKE ADULTS?? OMG!!
they would be the most important people in life...
they could be the best friend..
the best security..
the hilarous person..
but then...
they could also be ur nightmare...
impatient person..
troublesome person..
likes to be incontrol of everything..
i think if u know what am i talking about.... YES... its the mothers...
after mother's day... its supposed to be appreciating ur parents... especially ur mum's love towards you...
but then... this is going off point of love...
why couldn't her accept the mistakes that she makes in front of the children??
why couldn't she accept the flaws and bad things that she have??
why does she wanna control everything and way out of their point??
why do she need to ask everything out of their reach??
why they need to demand so much from us??
is it hard to say sorry to ur own kids??
is it hard to admit that its ur fault to ur own kids??
although this is not a appropriate, but at least show that u are wrong and u admit... omg... just say sorry lo... what is it so hard to sry? even we as the children say sry... why is it so hard to do the other way round??
it isnt producing S**T and calling back u all to eat it back... omg!!
and u have to scold people for no reason... and scolding the things that u have caused wrong, blamed all on ur child and scold them...
they dun know what is happenning?? hello?? u all thinks that a child is a way to help u to cure ur stresses, ur guilty, ur sins, ur bad stuff, and all... thats why u treat ur child as a puppet that u could whack it hard and leave it to be??
children are to be loved.. treated good... treated in a well-manner... we are also
human... just like u... what if we control ur life like as u??
you will be going crazy and shouting as us... omg!
children are not to be treated as puppet, a toy, a pillow and other things that u could imagine... when we control ur life.. u'll see how...
WHY cant u think before u do??
WHY cant u think in ur children's shoes before doing any decision??
WHY cant u put ur love and show respect to ur childrens??
and last but not least...
WHY CANT U TREAT US LIKE HUMANS AND TREAT US LIKE ADULTS?? OMG!!
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Today is College... 10.05.10
hmmm... today is the most lonely day for me...
my dear wasnt able to come and accompany me for breakfast due to her semester just ended not long ago...
and then today was alone eating at HP Tower, Ara Damansara.. cause my class was nearby KPD Block E... haiz...
this place is very lonely and very old feeling... maybe not used to it... haih~~
what a day for a start... killing... haiz... now alone here at KPD Block E writing this lonely message... haiz...
my dear wasnt able to come and accompany me for breakfast due to her semester just ended not long ago...
and then today was alone eating at HP Tower, Ara Damansara.. cause my class was nearby KPD Block E... haiz...
this place is very lonely and very old feeling... maybe not used to it... haih~~
what a day for a start... killing... haiz... now alone here at KPD Block E writing this lonely message... haiz...
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