Chrismas And 1st month Aniversary...

its on the friday, 18/12/2009... is it? forgotten... when to little korea at solaris and have dinner with my baobei... hahaha...




taken pictures around the corner at solaris (senget jor..:()



another one... :)

taken in the little korea... ( too bad we dint take the meals pic... supposed to take de.. hahaha.. )

Little Korea logo.. yay! hahaha.... glad we got more time together at that moment... wish that it lasted more than 24hours... miss that memories... and miss u so much!! muacks!

HEARTful Day!

today was a nice day.. lovely day... wonderful day....

although it was short hours in the day, and the time spend is not enuf... but then it was a happy and memorable moment.. it was a great day~~

to the ones that knew bout this incident, i hope that it would have rested in ur hearts and minds.. hahaha...

hopefully, the days would have prolonged and makes the time moved slower, so that there would be enough time to be spent and then the time could be used together.

the funny joke that i made back to my mom after she said that there are girls in my mind only and my mother's existance were not taken care of... maybe she is being jealous or something... giving me a hint or what so ever~~ but the reply to her was "one wife will be accompanying me each day... except sunday... my holiday for the week.. hahahaha.." she ended giving me a stare and i lefted her at the restaurant to let her chat with the "aunties" there..

went to the curve and kai kai... 2 rounds of icecream.. whoa!! hahaha... first is the japanese icecream, YOKOMON with the flavour of rum raisin... but then it was bad... the second was Baskin Robins... got 2 scoops, rum raisin again.. and chocolate chip... the B.R. rum raisin was so much better than the japanese de.. maybe the stall there wasnt that good.. hahaha... enjoyed every single sec in the moment... wanted to find something at some pharmacy... (but aint what u thinking... ) in the end, walked up and down.. only found WATSONS.. omg... i tot there is guardian at the curve de? hahaha... maybe i forgotten... hahaha

finally, got a call that need to buy oil control papers for someone.. causing to go back to WATSONS again to get that item... that thing raised its price.. fui yo! much exp de... malaysian items are getting expensive day by day... haiz... :(

so sry, viewers... the photos are not able to process into the blog is because there wasn't any pics taken.. maybe the next updated blogs will have... thanks for reading this calmly... wakakaka... ^^

LOVEABLE MOMENTS~~

today there is ryan's niece 1st month celebration...
it was a good day...
seeing the baby with the eyes open...
watching how she drinks milk..
its like those days with my sister...
giving her milk...
patting her back after her meal...
most of all, the part where ryan's niece will neva burp..
its only farting... omg...
girl wor... hahahaha...

now, chatting with my beloved...
having the fun in this mamak stall...
although been here many times...
but today, felt so happy and fun... chatting here and talking over things...

the only thing is that i sam tong see my beloved having family problems...
wish i could help u...
be there for u...
cure the "disease" in u...
hmm...
hopefully everything goes well...

haha... talking bout happy moments... today was a happy thing... acc my beloved to COLD STORAGE... having fun along the alleys... doing the things... hahaha... hope she also thinks the same way... (although walking through the supermarket wasnt anything fun, but it was a good memory...) cause i could know all kinds of things that she like... she wants... she needs? hahahaha... ( but i couldnt get any answers more from her on what brands she use... right dear? ) hmm... going to get the answers in the future... wahahaha....

hope that her problems will soon go away... and stay as happy as always... and wish to see her everytime with a smile and laughter... hahaha... (although it may look funny and weird at the same time... hahahaha...^^)

what a day~~

there are many people telling me congrats on my relationship status in the fb of mine...
so... i got to thank them for telling me congratz... hmmmm...

but the thing is today my boring day... alone too...
bz replying all the comments... thanks for everything and everyone... hmm..
alone in the morning till the night... everyone seems to be bz at this time and today...
i tot today was a day of public holiday... but to them.. they are not... it seems like i'm kinda useless... coz nothing to do? or what? hmm....

now, i'm kinda free to write in here without any pictures... haiz...
but then, i've added some of my sister's pics in the FB... so go and check it out and pls leave a comment... i'll reply u asap.. when i get to on9 la...=.=""

hmmm... what a day~~

loving days~~

it good to have a loved one beside u...

supporting u...

helping u...

cares bout u...

does everything just for u...

cherishing the moments....

hopefully the lovers out there also have the same...

but now, i'm in a mamak stall... alone... and writing this...

boring...

and sleepy... omg...

haiz...

after the spamming and everything replied..

hopefully everything goes well...

HOPEFULLY I PASS ALL MY SUBJECTS ALSO!!

Happenings around me...

there are been many things that i have been thinking and thinking that what i have done... what has not done.. and what has to be done...

most of that things made me to sleep less than 4 hours a day... ever since my exams over...
is it bad? or good? i really dont know...

there are also days that i havent been sleeping... totally tired of not sleeping...
isomia? is that what is it called?

19/11/2009.. the day that my life started new again... started to become wonderful in so many miserable days... hopefully this day will start to make my life change and then bring happiness into our lifes... and hope that there will not be anything that would have disrupt or change anything from it... this is the day that would rest in my hearts and in my life...

21/11 to 22/11.. means its now... sitting here alone after the Beyond Colours event by my buddy, Jason Au... but then.. sat here.. since 9.30pm till now... thinking of what to do... cause i've been alone ever since the event ended... parents went out for marriage dinner... most of my frens.. bz bz... some guy also ffk me... after so many calls...
in the end, my buddy TK come by and accompany me... but its like 12 something.. making me tired... and kinda tired after the event... and all the time that havent been sleeping much...
after my dad's ffk me that i wasnt supposed to go to the marriage dinner... i've been sitting here doing nothing... alone and stuff... then now.. writting this blog because i've promised my beloved to write this long time ago...

since i got nothing more to write other than i'm lonely here... and i missed someone very much... (dont wanna spread the news so quickly... but u know who u are.. ^^) but i'm still ok... i wish that i would adapt to this situation... hmm....

actually, i dont wish to say this but... this is a "stu***" person that i've ever seen.... i've seen his blog... saying all foolish things... ( pls dont go and see... ) whatever he writes makes me wanna "do" something to him... haiz... what a person... stu***!! haiz... (although i dont wanna use it, but then it makes me to use it on him!! ) grr... make me kinda mad when see his things... neva ever gonna see it... hmph! haha^^

hopefully the ones that see this blog.. would neva think of the past... try to think bout the future... dont simply think things like me... gila gila... hahaha.... i think me will get crazier every sec if i dont really rest well... omg... hopefully i will rest well... and sleep well too... cause most of these days.. i dont know why i've been waking up before my alarm wakes me.... and wake up in the middle of the night... omg... what is happening to me?? hmm..:(

haiz...

it has been a while since i updated my blog...
but i also know that there will not be anyone who reads it...
so, why bother?
however, i feel that its also a way to express my feelings...
other than shouting and other stuff...
to do so, i have been writting alot...
but not in blogs... but in papers and books... making a great book of misery...

i saw someone's msn says... how many ten years u have in ur life??... in chinese la..
but then... i feel that this word means a lot.... it makes someone to appreciate yourself and others around u...
there isnt many 10 years in one human's life...
this sentence is so beautiful until when i tend to appreciate everything i had with care and love..
furthermore, without any over doing it or less touching it...
so, it did changed my life... but not in a good way...
when i did the appreciating work...
i tend to have the people to leave me...
i tend to have people saying that i'm useless...
i tend to have people looking down on me...
the more i do, it makes me more like a crazy guy...
although most of them dint tell me, but i felt that way...
the more i do, the more i sacrifice... it means nothing to them...
it means disturbance to them... i dont even know whether that i was doing the right thing or not...
if i dont do anything, it means i dont appreciate...
if i do something, it means that i am a disturbance...
if i do it properly and nicely, i'm being ignored
DILEMMA!!

hmm... anyways... i also know that no one will ever read this... ( i repeat this once more because to express my true feelings to my blog... ITS BORING!!)

what should i do? what must be done by me?? what do u expect from me???
suffering every second,
pain every minute,
lonely by every hour,
misery every day
suffocating every week,
every month passes like my heart being stabbed by knifes and left there without taking it out...
tired of thinking bout it... (although i tried not to think bout it..) but it keeps coming back... i couldnt forget what has been done between and among us...
dying every second passes.........:(