Happenings around me...

there are been many things that i have been thinking and thinking that what i have done... what has not done.. and what has to be done...

most of that things made me to sleep less than 4 hours a day... ever since my exams over...
is it bad? or good? i really dont know...

there are also days that i havent been sleeping... totally tired of not sleeping...
isomia? is that what is it called?

19/11/2009.. the day that my life started new again... started to become wonderful in so many miserable days... hopefully this day will start to make my life change and then bring happiness into our lifes... and hope that there will not be anything that would have disrupt or change anything from it... this is the day that would rest in my hearts and in my life...

21/11 to 22/11.. means its now... sitting here alone after the Beyond Colours event by my buddy, Jason Au... but then.. sat here.. since 9.30pm till now... thinking of what to do... cause i've been alone ever since the event ended... parents went out for marriage dinner... most of my frens.. bz bz... some guy also ffk me... after so many calls...
in the end, my buddy TK come by and accompany me... but its like 12 something.. making me tired... and kinda tired after the event... and all the time that havent been sleeping much...
after my dad's ffk me that i wasnt supposed to go to the marriage dinner... i've been sitting here doing nothing... alone and stuff... then now.. writting this blog because i've promised my beloved to write this long time ago...

since i got nothing more to write other than i'm lonely here... and i missed someone very much... (dont wanna spread the news so quickly... but u know who u are.. ^^) but i'm still ok... i wish that i would adapt to this situation... hmm....

actually, i dont wish to say this but... this is a "stu***" person that i've ever seen.... i've seen his blog... saying all foolish things... ( pls dont go and see... ) whatever he writes makes me wanna "do" something to him... haiz... what a person... stu***!! haiz... (although i dont wanna use it, but then it makes me to use it on him!! ) grr... make me kinda mad when see his things... neva ever gonna see it... hmph! haha^^

hopefully the ones that see this blog.. would neva think of the past... try to think bout the future... dont simply think things like me... gila gila... hahaha.... i think me will get crazier every sec if i dont really rest well... omg... hopefully i will rest well... and sleep well too... cause most of these days.. i dont know why i've been waking up before my alarm wakes me.... and wake up in the middle of the night... omg... what is happening to me?? hmm..:(