Happy MoonCake Festival 2012-09-29 to everyone!!

Today, it was supposed to be a good day to celebrate this wonderful event. Many to do, it should have mooncakes to eat with calming tea beside it.. spending time vf loved ones while enjoying the night with the bright round moon with its light gaze upon. But in the end, it turns out to be just a dinner with friends and sitting here updating this.. I am grateful for my frens to spend time vf me when i am alone. But i wish was another thing. Nothing to be said or can be said pr can be done. The presents i came across looking at my pics.. getting there where it is now at... took my heart and effort just to make it there.. (some items which i have bought) its not the sympathy i’m asking. It’s just grateful of what my efforts has paid for. I just want myself to know how much effort i have made just for these items. The first items was the keychains.. went to bukit tinggi and then took a long time to bargain to get it. It was supposed to be bought by a couple. They wanted it to be in a couple keychain. Asked them politely to let me have it. In the end, it is now in the hands of my loved one. Next was the keychain of a boat. That boat, took bout RM40 just to get that. Spinned 10 rounds just to get the boat. Others was donated to charity other than putting it at my house to become scrap. There was so much hope i put in. But the luck was there for me. The boat eventually came out from the machine. I was so grateful for that. Walked so long.. after work to there then to the machine. Changed each time until the owner there is adi pissed of. Because i was like changing the tokens everytime like a small kid. Tired but childish of me. But when i mentioned to him it was for my loved one cause she loved the boat so much. He wanted to open the machine to get me that. But Eventually he looked at me, smiled and said “you loved this person so much, cherish it more.” Other items was the snacks I have bought from the trip i went, Sg. Lembing. Thinking of the person always and remembers what she liked most. That dint bring much effort. Just that the memory of it. Just hope that she wont finished it in a day and caused her to get sick. The most memorable incident was the mooncakes that I have delivered to my loved one. It took most of my effort just to get them. Which now, it couldn’t be found in the market except it was its either in people’s house or in people’s stomach. How I have got it. What I have been through. Its not the sympathy which I wanted. I wanted the person to be happy. Since i dun have the car to travel. The only i have, was my bare legs. It was a day, Thursday night. After my work.. I walked back from my working place. Knowing next weekend was the mooncake festival. When walked, accidentally slipped and fell. Sprained my legs which was nothing it seems. After 3 steps, hurts like mad. But to me, i must get it before it was sold out. Walked from Bangsar to station, then made it to times square, got the chance to find the mooncakes, but they have it sold out. With my sprained leg, pain like mad. Sat a cab and raced to leisure mall. Which i have my legs rested awhile. Then walked up and down, for the mooncake. Then finally they were selling it. As my pocket left only the money to get the mooncakes only and there was nothing left for the cab, i had to walked home from leisure mall back to my house with my painful leg. I have walked bout 3hours. Knowing that the mooncakes must be placed in the fridge to keep it cool so that the taste won’t be bad. I had to walk with my painful sprained leg back home. Until home, placed the mooncakes into the fridge and went to bath before having my legs soak in water and medication. And then i have to be sent to a tit dar. Very pain until i barely could move. My parents seems so worried cause i couldn’t move much. Brought me to a tit dar nearby, the doctor there was shocked. That my leg sprained was ok adi. Luckily nothing much was needed to do. The doctor said my legs were over tired and the way i walked, have placed back the bone. So lucky of me. but it was an effort given to get those. Went up and down just for it. The next day i had to tell my loved one. But i was blamed for not listening. The pain was so much to bear. Did so much but in the end, i got this. It makes me not to tell more cause the more i tell, it wasn’t going to help anything. I just hope she could enjoy it because she was loving yam so much and the efforts i’ve paid, i think it was worth it just for her. Just a smile would be the medicine for me. Today, 28/09/12, went out to find a perfect card to pass to her. Cant find any mooncake cards but then got scolded by mum for endless efforts for nothing. I barely listened to her. Scoldings and ngam ngam ngam. But I know my mum was worried. Calmed her down as well. but the card was a thing to be given. Nothing much. Went home, rushed to write and tried to beautify the card. But then, there wasn’t any materials for me to do. So, in the end, was only black ink. Hmm.. i know i din do much on the card. Sorry. As the way to bring it across, i know that my loved one, was so sick of the flu. I purposely went to the pharmacy to get her the medication. Asking so much questions until i have totally forgotten the conversation. But hope for the best that my loved one would get cured soon. Then i made my way to her house. Reached her house and passed to her, my whole body was so weak and tired. Din really slept, cause the dreams have been in my mind rolling.. and the whole day preparing. Reached her house, barely stand. Bended my body so that my legs wont have so much pressure. Sat on her couch, barely could move. But less than 5mins, i was ordered to leave cause she had the whole day teaching and dancing. My legs could barely move. Walked out of the house and hope that i could have a smile or anything. But i know she is sick and tired. Din hope much. I just wish to held her hands. That will do. But... hmm.. declined. Nvm. I walked to my car. Sat for 5mins only moved. Went home and rest my legs, alone in the dark, until i have my dinner with my friends and ended up here updating this blog of mine. What a journey of getting the items. I am not asking for sympathy. Just wish that my efforts paid well. but i dint even got a smile. Just thank you. I just wish i could have a picture of her smiling that i have went through so much. Hmm.. nothing i can do. Its like meant to be done. The more i said, the more i explain or express, it makes like nothing. And would caused trouble if i had said more. This is the pain i get for the effort? Hmm.. nvm.. it has already ended. I just din know what i could do more.

my 200th post..21.09.12 – 24.09.12 – Sg. Lembing Trip, Cherating and Jungle trekking.

21.09.12 – 24.09.12 – Sg. Lembing Trip, Cherating and Jungle trekking. It was Friday night. Right after work, i was getting ready to be home. Then got the phone call, lets go sg lembing... planned and set everything.. Rushed home, Packed up and headed to castle first instead of meeting point. Like i would be missing that place a long time. -.-“” Fetched by Jason to castle, then only meet up with the gang. Once reach the meet up point, Tua’s house. We met up the whole gang eventually. 4 guys, 3 girls. In an old car where i have last time. Kia Carnival. Gila minum minyak car... Then started our journey in the car.. chit chat... After half an hour, adi ko in the car... others din sleep. I was bz snoring myself all the way of 3 hours.. till we reached the place.. At first we were looking for the public toilet... we cant find any toilet at first.. in the end.. we asked the people there in the morning market people only found out where were the toilets were.. We reached there, i saw there was Persatuan Hakka and the other one is Persatuan Hainan.. so funny is hakka centre looks so perfect.. but the Hainan centre.. gila de.. got Book fest.. but it was like the book fest din seem to end its fest.. still got the fest.. and looks very gila small and broken down like that.. Nvm, we continued our journey up the hill, walked the heavy big steps... very high up.. and we walked very fast.. legs pain until... since it was dark, we used our torch lights and raced up.. By the time we reached, it was only 5.30am, so freaking early.. then the tour guide of our team, tua brought a mat.. so that we could sit under the booth and then he brought another thin mat.. where the place was freezing cold.. as we waited, others went sleeping and only me and a few was just there.. diam diam.. cause the wind is like a big aircond, kept blowing until nonstop... cold and freezing.. as we waited.. there were also many gila people.. came up and gathered at the booth.. crowd like mad.. bout 60-70ppl when the sun is about to rise.. super gila.. Then as the sun begin to rise.. these gila people were like seeing the sun for the first time... “WAH... so nice.. LOOK!! Sun..!! “ what a bunch of gila people. Instead they shud have commented whether the sun how pretty it was.. I looked at Jason, while Jason stared back at me. both of us were like.. O.o?? Then tua woke up in the middle of no where, we brought bread and tea and coffee, started up a fire place to boil water and had our coffee and tea.. bread a little and that was our breakfast. It was a bit crazy of us.. cause we were the first to arrived the booth... and also we were the last to leave the booth.. as we packed and took a few pics.. many of them were adi missing.. so we decided the food wasn’t enough.. went down the hill.. and just headed to the morning market where we had another breaky.. As we reached the place, we saw many food to be ordered for.. but tua said that the food wasn’t nice. That isn’t tasty. And others are like so so only.. so in the end, all ordered mee and yong tau fu... A mee, plus 6 pieces of yong tau fu.. imagine this price couldn’t be found in KL anymore.. RM4.70 only.. wah.. i was like i should be taking more.. but i couldn’t stuff more.. so ordered another fav of mine. TEH NGA LAT!! Hmm.. so tasty.. as i asked how much was it. RM1.10 only. I was like, “WHAT?” So tasty and deliciously warm teh nga lat of it.. so happy paying for it. Jason and I was like betting with each other whether a 100plus and a teh would cost more than RM3.00, i say it wont go over, but Jason was like, it must be more than that. As we asked how much was it. RM2.90... O.o”” Cheap dou.. Then we headed to the our place of stay. Once walked in. There were a contact number stated there whether there would be people to stay at. I was like wondering.. why is my name there. Mr. Foo. Lol.. then i only realise it was also Hainanese place that i was staying. Guess how much was the room for 3 person to stay in? One double bed, one single bed.. it was only RM100 per night. Another CHEAP CHEAP place. But the rooms were divided between girls and guys.. girls were like they can fit the double bed. So they transferred the single bed to us. Cause we have 4 guys.. Then everyone rest awhile only bout an hour to two.. we were like going to beach at teluk cempedak and cherating as well.. as the journey, took turns to drove the car.. mostly me and tua... missed that car so much.. so long dint have that stereng to hold on. We reached the teluk cempedak place, the sea was so clear.. as we could see the legs of ours.. so clear.. walked on the beach.. so quietly hearing the sea hitting the shores.. walked along on the sea side.. thinking of my problems.. relaxing my mind and mostly clearing if can.. As we walked the whole place, there were like KFC, MCD, Burger King, and best of all.. CHATIME.. it was like KL to me instead of a beach.. as we had lunch of Bak kut teh.. then continued the journey to the other place.. cherating.. we walked the place only.. took sum pictures and cont our journey.. Soon, we were like finding the place for the our dinner, i found a souvenir place and found mostly the fav food.. of someone.. bought a few... and everything was settled. But thinking how to pass the food to the person, dun know how, but just bought it only... Then on the way to dinner, ordered crab which ended to be tasteless.. ordered other food.. which some supposed to be nice.. ended up to be very tasteless and not worth the price.. Then we headed to cherating and the day was already dark.. it wasn’t that nice it seems... But we found a plan.. where we headed to turtle farm.. it was the best place i tot it would be.. at least get to see a baby turtle or anything.. ended up we reached there.. no turtle.. and used the mat and sat on the dark beach... So quiet as the sea hitting the shores.. walked alone on the beach.. clearing my mind.. legs were so tired and in the end.. sat quietly.. wrote words on the beach... which mine was only 3 words.. nvm then.. quietly as the wind breeze through the shore.. so relaxing.. dark but under the moonshine, it was like so quiet as well.. undesirable feelings.. Then we headed home.. cause tml would be another day. Once we reached back the inn, we were like so tired. Everyone took turns to bath and i have KO-ed on the bed which i would need to sleep on the floor but on the mattress. In the morning only i found out that the girls din sleep for the night and tua got left out from the room. He ended up sleeping in the girls room. Cause it was super cold night plus super blasting cold aircond. And best of all, he was left out because everyone slept and ko-ed with the door locked. Lol. In the morning of 5sumthing, everyone packed.. and headed to a meet up point where by there would be a few 4x4 trucks to bring us into the forest. Which is very deep.. in the jungle.. Sat behind the truck, going over the rocks and river beds.. sit until our asses are so pain.. up and down.. rocked left and right.. until we were awake instead of sleepy.. as we reached a river bed, cars aren’t able to move to the other side, so we need to go on by foot. We had sat bout 2hours into the jungle and now another 45 mins walking into the jungle. Dint know that there were so many more trucks coming in as well. we headed first into the jungle so that there wasn’t any traffic jam. So head up into the waterfall. Super beautiful... the name of the waterfall was called rainbow waterfall where the rainbow was so beautiful as well. so high up the waterfall. The water was so clear.. as the uncles were used to it, most of them filled in the water and boiled water for us. Brought Maggi mee cups and milo for us.. it was so good service. The payment was like Rm40 per person, a bit exp but kinda nice service.. and beautiful scenery... so nice.. After playing there bout 3 hours.. where mostly is just sitting in the water.. cooling water.. so nice feeling.. then we ate the mee and drank hot milo.. we headed back out.. sitting the 2 hours hourney of rocks.. causing our asses to pain again. What a drive.. as we were going out.. there were like Perodua kancil cars coming in.. next were like proton saga coming in.. omg.. how they can tahan the rocks and most of all.. the river beds.. omg.. they hover across? O.o?? gila de... As we finished the journey, get on the inn and quickly bath and packed.. rested awhile before we headed back KL.. as we drove back the car.. everyone was so tired.. decided to joke around in the car so that the driver wont be that sleepy... through the journey bek to kl, joked and played while i was quietly sat in the car most of the time.. chatted only... reached the bentong.. heard that it was nice.. so went to sum place and enjoyed the meal.. Then the car de handbrake was like stuck to the tyre. Car was having a problem.. luckily the handbrake cable was like dropped of. If not, we wouldn’t be back.. in the end, the car was like driven by the owner again.. then speed so fast until nearly hit the other cars.. gila de.. As we reached KL, then everyone head home.. what a journey.. and many gila incidents.. Hmmm.. hope that next time i am going with a person also.. dun know when that would happen...:(

17.09.12 Broga Hill Hiking

It was supposed to be bad time for me, well.. i want to do sumthing that i havent do quite a while.. 3 years at least.. The journey started this morning.. 3am... supposed to be yesterday.. slept on the bed 9pm, but cant sleep until this morning.. very tired, body aching, restless nights.. but eyes and brain dun seem to sleep.. until this morning 3am, packed up and got ready for the trip.. firstly, was to fetch jason at his place, then headed to Christy's house to meet up with her gang. then got the msg was starting in 4.30am instead of 3.30am as planned. due to Christy's frens cant make it to the morning.. then headed to connaught MCD, din had so long since.. hmm.. My GCB.. and it was specially last for me.. like its meant to be i were to eat that.. meant to be for me.. Other pictures will be uploaded to my Facebook instead of here. on the journey, too dark, forgotten to bring a torchlight for myself.. luckily for the Iphone i had, torchlight isnt a problem anymore.. then headed up... At first, there were like 10-12 ppl gathered on the bottom of the hill.. then headed up.. As we were 10% to 20% of the journey, everyone seems to be lost in the jungle.. only left me, jason and a newly known friend, Eric.. Cont the journey up.. Due to there were many ppl, having traffic jam along the way up.. the slopes and curves, caused the legs of mine to used to much of strength, too tired.. sumtimes slipped and fell, and also due to last night's rain, the place was slippery.. Caused many to fall and then sum places too slippery... only fell a few times.. luckily no bruises.. Wat a challenge.. but near to the 1st post, lost contact with jason and then me and eric waited at 1st post, watsapp-ed others and only found out jason was unlucky. He was trapped between the hikers and a girl slipped and hit him, causing him to fell and bruised a little.. well, since no one is to be seen, then we waited for jason to arrived, the timing was late already. then we settled at there. my legs cant move for the moment until jason arrives. then since the day was getting brighter and there was no sun, then we headed back down the hill and then made our way to Sek Ra Tuk.. Having the few hours there, nothing much was to be done, walked up another hill, which took our last breath and remaining energy to walk up.. as soon we reached, the legs of mine, collapsed and sat there awhile.. Prayed for my luck, happiness and love.. (which i always praying) i prayed for her safety and health as well.. Hoped that everything would go well for her... wished to tell her bout everything, then i rmb i said i wont bother her anymore.. hmm.. how badly i wish, it wasnt my call.. then we headed to have our brunch and lastly headed home till now i'm at here, at Castle writing this blog of mine. I wasnt happy, although i have sweat a lot.. but I was just happy only on the outside, still very sad on the inside and dun wan to think of it right now.. hmm.. sitting alone here, heavy rain is about to come soon.. jason sleeping like a pig at home.. since he havent slept at all.. the weather represents my mood now.. so cold and tears represented by the rain to fall.. how i wish the day could end better... hmm..;(

Back online after so long...

Since last post on November 11th, Now is back online and nothing much yet to post. only that just went to a temple, got a flower bath and nothing much. Got sum advise from the monk on the days to past. Its been in my life status that i would need to undergo this. but i believe this day wouldnt be long. cause i believe the day for us to come back would be soon. i am wishing that day to come back again... I am waiting for that day to come...

dear

dear.. u see it seems dat we've been so busy vf our stuff till dis blog is ignored..

dear.. i jz drop by to tell u n to update dis blog..

although i noe we hv sum times dat is so hard for us.. cant see each other, sum small quarrels.. bt den it always make me feel loved when i noe dear's there still hanging on for me for us..dear.. i love u..i hope we can hold on still.. k? cz dear.. i cant wait for de day dat we both can finally be recognized as a couple from both of our families..

dear.. i love u.. so much.. kisskiss me when see dis k? hehe

love,
ur bebe

Dear..my Dear..

Dear,its Ok dat its short..i dun mind..cx Dear took d heart2write for me..its really gud d Dear,i c d effort..
Dear a,i left a msg in fb msg for u k?read ther Ya cx jx nw I cant access 2d blog so I wrote on fb 4u..my Dear..jx letting u d details 4 tmr k?v adi packed up 77 88 ..tmr nomin may wakey at 7 2 do last minute packing,den we'll check out at 10.30,go take a train2 birmingham airport,den only breaky ther b4 v board d plane..
My Dear..tmr u'll start work when i'm in d plane,bt I'll try sms u Ok?Dear a..try eat n conc vf ur work,hse matter go home only settle..
Dear,thurs can c u d..i'm gona Hug n kiss u..miss u so much my Dear..n my poor Dear nid2go through so much prob =( i'm comin2 u Dear..i love u my Dear..kisskiss u..

bebe.... although this is short...

bebe...
this will be short...
me went swimming...
then i'm here at castle...
but after swimming...
i really feel i'm totally exhausted...
very tired...
then slept in the car of jason at behind the seat lo...
geng o?
hmm...
got wasted in the car...
lately dint sleep well...
then swim awhile...
cool down in the water...
then i ate...
very warm my whole body...
then very nice to sleep... hmm...

bebe... miss u so much... 3 more hours...
then u'll end ur seminar...
i miss u so much...
come bek quickly...
:(
me really dun enjoy this two weekends...
summore my bad days has arrived... :(
tml my parents and my bro will check the condominium...
see ok or not...
but mum say terrance house better...
cause the house a bit bigger...
can dun need to throw many things..
cause my house also many things...
so got to think of ways to put them...
but furniture... nearly all the big ones...
need to be sold...
i dint really sat on the sofa more than 10 times...
hmmm..:(

tml morning... will take my time to sleep on it...
hmm...
but really after so long...
dint really sit or slept on it...
:(

bebe... come bek ok? hmm...
i'm waiting so long for u...:(