20/7/2011 1st day, 15mins break

bebe... its been hours there... how is it over there de?
u must be enjoying the scenery by now..
and definitely is super tired de...
if only i was there to help u to hold ur bag like what i do in Genting Trip.
remember the days? i now also thinking of it... :(

hmmm... i hope u can find the hotel soon.. since the UK ppl is kinda a bit lanci..
but mostly they are good de...
btw bebe, are u now in the car to go the Birmingham city? hmm? i know that from london city u will land ur plane..
so now u on ur way to birmingham city rite? hmm...
take a gud care again for urself...
hmmm...

15 mins to me now is super slow.. cause i went down and up... just to sms u and then come up here and update the blog... it only took me bout 5 mins... :(
how am i to tahan for the next 13 days? hmm... :(
but i'll try k? bebe.. i love you so much...

tell me asap when u reach the birmingham city k?
bebe, i miss you so much now... later i'm going to listen to the song again...
hmmm...
all my conversations is me asking u when u reaching?
when u reach, sms me...
cause i really want to know hw u r doing there... its been so many hours...
you havent tried before not to sms me more than 10 hours.. hmmm.. but then... its like more than few days u dint sms me d... hmmm.. hope u can go on9 in ur room...
because after ur ballet, then bath d, on the bed, u can adi on9 and see what i posted for u there... hmmm... but then.. see how lo...
cause i dun think we have much time to chat...
when u awake... i'm asleep...
when u dancing... i'm working...
when u reach hotel.. its more than UK hours de 8pm sumthing... here is like 3am in the morning adi... hmmm..
then when u sleep, we awake back... its like all the opposite lo... :(
i hope u can write me all the things u did for the day...
go where.. did what... eat wat... period come adi... then many more k?
i'll wait here for u to update the blog... :(
I LOVE YOU~~!!

20/7/2011 1st day, my 1hour break..

bebe... one hour break of mine o...
now u havent reach london rite?
hmmm... i hope u reach soon...
and remember when u on9... u see what i wrote k?
if cannot really see my post... in blog.. let me know... i'll re-update it...

bebe... just now i msg you...
when downstairs..
i dun know what to eat at all...
its very sien eating in KL adi...
wish u were bek here with me.. eating the food...
any food to me with u will be special adi...
but then... 2 weeks eating alone and no one to talk to...
its lifeless...
summore u are so far upon me...
i also dun know whether i wan to eat or not...
cause just now.. i just ate a meehoon with egg only...
then add a teh tarik to drink there...

bebe... i miss you so much...
i love you so badly here...
i want to talk to u..
chat with u...
text u...
hug u..
kiss u...
so many things lo... hmm:(


me just wan u so badly here...
and i wan you to listen to me....
i wan to hear ur voice as well...
i wan to hug u all day...
now.. all i could do is just talk to u in this blog...
also dun know whether u can see my blog or not...
also dun know how r u there...
dun know u can see me or not...
later if can, we try to skype k?
but also depends on u can go on9 or not...
i know its UK... but then, not all places can on9 and talk to me de ma... :(

bebe.. i miss you so much until i dun know what to do now...
i really dun know what am i to do...
so miserable of me being here... sitting down alone in this internet kiosk room...
typing until my hands also cant stop...
there are so many things i wish to tell u adi... 1st day adi like this...
:( :( :(

i'm bout to go up adi... hmm... later u reach the hotel.. u let me know where is it.. and let me know all the information k?

20/7/2011, 1st day... MISS YOU~~

bebe... today is the 1st day lo...
still on the way to london from dubai o? hmm?

today morning i can sms u.. i felt so happy lo...
but then u must be very tired over there...

this morning i had my breaky at home.. at first i ate it... its so yucky...
its actually a egg tart... but in brown colour de...
but then.. when i ate it more, it became nicer and softer...
its actually a chocolate egg tart... lolx..
summore i got milo beside me...
actually i took pictures... maybe over there... ur late evening... then i upload k?
cause now i'm in the office de internet kiosk... so hard for me to upload..

then later.. i came to office early is because i came to HSBC at KL de...
to cancel my application for the plan... some invest and save plan...
came by to cancel it...
and then check my credit card can be used or not...
in the end, can wor... can use... hmmm..
changed my pin number then i'm bek here...

but before can bek, i got guai...
eat fried rice... also took sum pics for u...
later i go out and yumcha, i upload k? let u know how is it like... ok?


bebe... then how are you at dubai?
can adapt there ma?
few hours there... how is it? hmm?
so many perfumes and then cigarettes shop..?
hmm... nice o? but i think the smell must be awful...
then the food in the plane sure not nice de.. cause u a bit headache in the plane..
how to eat properly?
hmm... i type the sms you got received rite? then i think no need to put +016 3731191..

(copied and pasted in fb de...)


then now... you in the plane... sleep more k? when u reach there... its early in the morning adi... then i'll be starting my work soon... hmmm.. but for now... i think i'll just continue with this blog to u...

bebe ar.. take care of over there k? bring de "FU" must kept with u all times k?
and also make sure u drink plenty of water when u go there...
in the plane u sure dint drink much water de la... rite?
naughty de bebe...
hmm.. i miss you so much...
bebe... i dun know why am i always looking at this blog.. i'm very sad...
we are adi so near yet so far...
now is definitely very very far... :(
1st day only lo...
its like so slow.... :(

time to count down

19 JULY 2011, yumcha session

now bebe... i'm alone here.. waiting for u to reach KLIA to board your bags, to go eat KFC now.... its very slow for me... the time for me now... its totally very pain...

i dun even know whether i can listen to ur voice or not...
i dun even know whether u can see what i write in my blog or not...
i dun even know whether your phones can be use there or not...

summore everything is so exp.. everything need to take care and use...
especially u now having flu... summore eat KFC... hmmm...

the time passes so slow... ever since i woke up... till nw....
you have been so bz... ups and downs... running here and there... now only dinner KFC...
summore u need to go to toilet only can sms me...
hmm...
why cant u just tell your mum, that u are smsing me?
since u are going to UK... so u will be smsing and chat with me lo...
then tell her... i cant come is because tomolo need to work...
i know you will cover for me... but then... you cant cover yourself... :(

just now in the car also cant sms?
hmmm... one minute can reach adi to in the carpark...
bebe.. i know KLIA has changed.. the car park is quite far de o...
means you are happily chatting in the car with ur bro and sis lo?
good to see u happy...

i'm sad... but soon i'll be ok...
because i dun wish u....

to go there, and not have fun... i think properly.. this is like ur vacation... you days to get off... days to enjoy awhile... your days are so gila... so packed...
but then... i kept crying is because i really MISS you very much....
i know you are as well... but the one waiting would be great worst...

and reach there... please bebe... dun care is ur mum beside u or not... sms me straight k? i'll wait for your sms... hmm... and i told u in the sms d...

no matter i cant call you to9...
no matter i cant sms much to9...
no matter i cant see you to9...

i will always miss you so much!!
i will always wait for you...
i will stay here and take care myself...

just make sure u also remember... promise me and yourself... what my previous post have said... i hope u fulfill it... i hope u can... if not... i dun know what am i to do here...:(

i kept listening to the song u have posted before...
ROLLING IN DEEP/ SOMEONE LIKE YOU/ TURNING TABLES - ADELE... by micheal and justin..
its because its meaningful and then its me missing you...
i dun wan to miss you even by a sec...
i just dun wan to cant even communicate with you...


its adi very far between us...
its adi very not convenient for us to meet...
its adi very hard to contact each other adi...
now summore u r leaving so far...
going sumwhere whereby its 14++ hours of flight...
sumwhere so far until communication is hard 4 us...
how am i to tahan like this?? hmm?
i know you cant tahan too... but then....
i know its ur future...
i know everything....
but then...
i just couldnt accept this...
i'm selfish..
i'm always on me and me and me only...
neva think of u...
because i wan u so badly....
i want you every second beside me...
i want you like huiwen and jason like that...
its not i want to follow them...
its just i want u....
i want u...
i want u so badly....

be4 boarding... got things bite u... getting flu... over there is more worst...:(
take care my bebe...:(
i dun wan u get sick...
summore ur period coming... can dance a? :(
how to let u go like this? hmm.... mum there also cant help much... :(
bebe... drink more water there k? :(
hmmm... I MISS YOU...

19 JULY 2011... the one hour break... hmmm..

bebe... its my one hour break lo... how is everything there?
later u go on plane also can sleep long long o... so try to sleep when on plane k?
i not there.. u must be careful at all times...
i not there.. u must remember to drink more water...
i not there.. u must always to check on your money o... sked u not enuf...
i not there.. must always take care of urself o... hmmm...

then now... i just had my chicken and vege lunch... ate little only...
half rice.. small chicken... vege a bit... then now with a yucky juice...
orange and pineapple... taste like syrup only...

hmmm... now u sleeping on the bed at ur house in MALAYSIA...
when u reach london... make sure u touch down... sms asap.. ok??
and make sure u take all the pics u can k?
like your hotel.. your room... its how de... everything also must take k?
the food... the environment...

bebe.. i miss you so badly now.. i'm so lonely here right now...
the whole class only me... and only me talking... like i'm a weird guy or a geek in the class lo...
eating lunch also alone here... you tired... then sleep... hmm...
me just very lonely here...

bebe... one more thing... if can.. at night if can on9... tell me what u do also k? tell me what u did there... tell me where u go... what u eat... everything k?? hmm... i just wish to know... :(

later i'll be having my exams...
and later the night.. 9pm... i think... jason, russell, tk, jason's guy collegue.. calls to play badminton.. but still not sure whether how is it like yet... to9 when yumcha, i blog here again for you k??

kiss kiss..

love,
Jack

today... 19 JULY 2011

bebe... today u r flying lo...
flying to LONDON... its a happy moment for u to go there and experience it...
but to me... happy morning cause....
morning today, i had 2 types of bread... one is chicken sandwich, and other one is like a french toast de right after i called u from your sleep...
but when u r sleeping.. your voice was so cute... i guess i will going to miss it for the coming 2 weeks... :( hmm....
later evening will be the worst time of my life...
now i'm adi very sad until only can finished 1 bread only... got 3 summore... hmmm... i even cant say anything to u write now... :(
bebe.... evening luckily i'm home.. i can stuck in my room.. and starting to miss u all day all night for the coming 2 weeks...

have you checked everything to bring? hmm?

today is the day that i will start missing u and telling what am i doing today....

hmm... i miss you bebe...
i also dun know how to stay on like this for the coming two weeks...
so miss u..
hope u go to london...
take care of yourself...
becareful at all times...
drink more water cause the air there is quite dry...
dun fall sick o..
cause u know ur days are coming o...
hope u can tell me on what u do also everyday...

but bebe...
me here i think i can only update u on what i do when i end my work everyday...
then my breaks.. i think i'll just only fb u k?
during the weekends...
other than going to ampang and on9... i'll try my best to on9 and write everything before pasting them here... like those days k??

just now while typing this...
even the cup cant tahan to cry...
hmm...
its like me... the paper cup of my coffee.... started leaking... from small hole.. to very big hole.. its exactly the same as me..
i'm just really lonely and sad starting from today...

hmmm... i really hope these 2 weeks will pass faster... everything goes faster...
till u come back....

bebe... i wan you bek... i miss u so much... :(