why is the world so unfair??? omg...

why, why and why?? why i do this is wrong??? that also wrong...????
anything also muz follow parents order... anything also muz listen and cannot give opinions to my parents order??!!
i jus wanna work in a wine lounge in damansara only... although i know its quite late in the night and my parents is worried bout my safety... but during my work... i nearly used up my free time in the working hours to answer their calls... and calls back them frequently... luckily my boss... didnt scold me for the things i've done.... before starting this job... i did talk with them that i will be working in the lounge bar in damansara... at first... they decline... saying that its a bar... not a lounge... so it might have dangerous activities such as gang fighting and etc... but this is a place that wont happen... cause all of this is wine... not beer!! finally in the last call... they agreed to let me go and work with one condition.... only one month of trial.... and then... that it!... ok.. i wif the idea... then they also insist to go to my work place and see whether i was telling the truth... i was... i did told them it wont be anything happen to me.... but then... after 4 days of work... they say that it wasnt the work i should be doin... huh??? what is this?? suddenly change of plan??? change of idea?? this is like not fulfilling the promises that they have made... whats this??? my parents want me not to work in these places and not until so late at work.... i didnt want to be late... although my work time is until 12am in the morning... but there will be customers.... how could i noe what time they will go back?? i still need to carry on with my work until the customers leave.... how could i leave jus like that??? then my parents say that late is already the factor.... huh?? i did told them before this would be happening.... the timing.... i will not know what time i will be back home... they say that jus listen and stop the job.... no questions and no opinions... just do!!
ist they promise me... then they break their promises... then they try to tell me that the work is not suitable for me.... i know what work is suitable for me... although they have more experiences that me... but i think that its time for me and myslef to think whether what should i be learning.... not them... they wanted me to become a lawyer jus because that i could speak back and attack back faster than a few people... i go like... "whats this??" , " what are u talking about??, jus this u call me to bcome a lawyer??" what is this?? then i refuse to become the lawyer... then i wanted to go for business... then they call me to do marketing for degree.... huh?? cant i do accounting and finance? cant i do another thing in business degree?? what is this? i must follow my parents dos?? follow everything that they say?? then did they look for my feelings??? i maybe someone irratating... but i am also a human... i also do have feelings.... what is this??? what is the problem working in the lounge and with a nice and wonderful scenery and feeling inside?? i dont feel anything hard... i dont feel tired... i dont even feel wanna stop...
i feel like everything is planned for me... and i'm the puppet who need to go the tracks that my parents made.... why cant i have my choice? why cant i have my own ways of doings things?? why must always they control everything i do... and not controlling my brother where he keep wasting money and time on the car clubs and gets nth back... i came back with experiences... knowing more people.... and then know how to comunicate wif the rich people... and most of all... i bring back wages... my salary.. although i know that my family dont need this money... but i bring back my hard work and pain... with money where else my brother is wasting money on the company car that says its his!! why it got to be so unfair??? why he cant waste money where else i am gaining experiences and money back.. and i got to STOP??? huh?? what is this sense?? where is the logic?? does my parents want me to follow my brother steps and waste all my parent's hard work money??? does they want me to spend money more and jus do nothing??? i dont wanna this to happen.... i wanna gain money... not spend more money... i wanna gain experiences and know more people... not goin there to play and have fun till late at night.... i did call my parents back whenever i cant pick up their calls... and calls back whenever i am free.... not leaving the phone to ring nonstop and let them worry... i jus wanna do something i like for a while.... not doin illegal stuff.... not doin bad to society or religious act.... i do have a pay is quite high.... i do have a caring , loving, sweet, and understanding boss... not a bad bad boss at work... not a bad environment work... i do have times to rest... because the boss understanding.... not nonstop standing for 7 to 8 hours nonstop... i feel fortunate to find this work... its jus the work... its jus late... everything and everytime.... where i go... what i do.. i call and tells my parents.... and where else my brother doesnt... dont even wanna say anything.... why he can do all he wants and neva get scolding?? why do i get all the scolding everytime?? and get decline everytime??? what is this?? i not the elder one... i the younger one... y must be me who does everything correctly and keeps getting scolded... and my brother doin bad things and wasting money on his stupid and useless carclubs.... gets nth?? gets no scolding and getting support from my father??? my brother has been working for the past few months... all his salary is gone... and dumped to the car and to the sea... for no reason... whats this?? is the world goin the other way around?? is the world changing to a stupid sense now??? i got nothing to say at all... if its true...
anyone who reads this!!! tell me that what i'm wrong for the things i've done.... tell me that what i done wrong?? where i've done wrong... i told my parents already... i did what a child and a son suppose to be... i did everything correctly.... morally and rationally... not stupidity.... what does my parents expect me to do?? what they expect from me?? what they wanT??!!! jus anyone who reads this.... pls pls pls... write me a comment saying that did i do anything wrong??? and where i got wrong??? and why is my parents supporting my brother to the stupid car clubs??? wasting effort, money and time.... ARGH!!!! this is stupid.... i jus feel that i am a puppet or a game character that the controller is controlled by my parents... pls someone.... help me..!!!