22/07/2011 - 1hour break, my dinner break

bebe, my dinner break now lo...
just now i took a picture of what i ate..
later i post here k?
now here the services very limited, so kinda hard 4 me to upload here..
later k?
then now bao bao, came up here..
update the blog...

just now my work was just looking at my collegues telling me how is their work done..
how do they reply to the clients...
how to talk to the brokers...
the bank managers...
and then... what screens to see...
my eyes was kept looking at screens flying... up and down.. left to right...
then pop in, pop out... minimize... maximize...
then type type type...
then sent.....

me also ngong ngong adi...
then they explain whether how they do things...
they explain why it shud be done...
what shud be done... and what shudnt you do...
then my brain was like thinking all the things on the process and the procedure...
additionally, was thinking... of you...
everytime they stop only... then i rest.. then did my work... then pause awhile..
then walk walk grab water... go toilet... then think bout you adi...:(

so how is everything today for my bebe? hmm?
good? what did you do today? hmm? go where with mum at London?
which park? what scenery?
must take more pics for me o...
then if can.. post sum let me see see k? i kinda curious how much have it changed after the 10-15years back... sure more nice over there...
many things also different adi...
hmm.. i hope i could enjoy with u to all these places.. but before that, there are many things that we need to accomplish...
like working for money? hehehe...
so now.. enjoy adi all.. come to the blog.. tell me all the things k?
no matter its sad, angry, frustrated, happy, or anything or any cases...
let me know here k? if can... write all... if cannot.. can continue at the morning de o.. ok? :) kiss kiss...
but bebe ar... if can right... sleep early.. but wake up late a bit lo.. 6am wake up so early.. then dun know do what de... then walk out also...
hmmm.. i know its another country...
but for these few days only k? cause u will need the energy for the coming week o...
its very hard for u...
and very tiring for you also... ok? kiss kiss...
bebe... muacks!! me miss you... hmmm... i hope you enjoy to the max... dun get sick there o... :( and then come bek faster... then come bek adi..... rest more.. dun go dance or teach 1st lo... take the weekdays off 1st... then only teach during the weekends la... so tired... how can u tahan like that..?
although its sumthing u like.. but then.. its also very hard ok? :(

bebe, now i update the fb adi... then i start to go up de lo... see fb from now ok? kiss kiss.. me miss you o... :( miss you so badly...:( I LOVE YOU.. <3

22/07/2011 - 15mins break time

bebe ar.. too many work today.. day by day.. getting more work...
but i think work can help me to fasten the time here... :(
now 6pm only.. only i come out for my break...
next time i think i'll be very very cham...
but for now....

the work that i get... its all very easy task..
but then many procedures need to memorize, think and recall de..
so kinda messy 4 me...
then only now 6pm have my break time... kinda late hor?
usually 5pm... now 6pm only go...
then i dun feel any hungry at all o...

dun know why leh? summore morning till now... just pisang goreng and all kinds of water la... mostly is plain water... but then... got teh ais.. got ice lemon tea... got chocolate... but mostly water... no coffee... i guai guai de o... :)

how bout you..?? you got guai there ma? hmm?
how's ur period coming? i think next week u getting...
so get ready k? cause u sure getting tired after that...
and also u getting hungrier day by day de o...
nvm de o.. my bebe...
becum heavier when come bek, i also can carry u still de o... dun worry... :P

then i think that is all kua... but then... i'm still very lonely because you are not beside me... no much frens can accompany me... talk with me...
and also... 3days adi.. you talk with me... and even accompany me...adi... i miss you so much... wanna listen to your voice also hard... summore next few days.. u going to birmingham adi... dun know got wifi or not... if dun have how? :(:(:(:(

i also dun know what will i do for the past 1week ++ without anyword from you...
only smses send by u... will charge you very high lo...
i dun like u kept using so much money...
cause i sked u not enuf there lo.. :( hmm...

bebe.. i think i got to go up lo... wait a while more..
then i come down and talk to you again k? i miss you so much...
bebe a... kiss kiss...

22/07/2011 - just arrived at office...

bebe.. now here is 1.38pm lo.. afternoon..
me just reach office not long ago where u smsed me...
this morning me also lan cheong until dun wan to wake up...
cause i was dreaming a lot of moments of u and me...
going here and there... and doing many things.. but then.. its a dream...
before coming here... me went to call the maxis center.. see what they doing lo..
so long dint let me use my phone..
and dint let me know what is happening to my phone..
so i went and give all my details and then started scolding like a barking dog lo...
scold scold scold...
then only they give me solution..
but the guy like was trained to listen my calls...
then all the time...
i was scolding and scolding nonstop...
like releasing all my stress on him...
then only he explained all the details and everything...
then i told him...
the KLCC branch of yours is useless de lo..
gave me wrong information and wan to charge me like this..
and all nonsense they gave me is nothing related to what is in the bill lo..
somemore the bill and everything is not in my hands..
i, as the customer need to rush up and down when my phone got barred..
then only get the bill..
only made reports on it..
now havent settle...
so after all the angryness...........

me got a bill of rm360.20, then now.. me got a discount of rm125..
so i need to pay only rm240.20...
better than nothing lo...
hmm... then i ended the call...
then he say will unbarred my phone in 2hours time... so while then..
wait lo....
then mum at home now very sick again....
dun know wats her problem...
coughing all day all night...
sleeping also coughing...:(
see the chinese physician and western doctors all also cant cure her a bit at all..:(
then she say.. go sumwhere to try wor...
but i no time, luckily brother at home...
and my dad ytd drove ppl's car de..
wanna go outstation wor...
no this weekend.. i'll accompany my mum more than usual lo... ok?
but later afternoon when she sleep... i'll sneak out to on9 and write blog what i do k?

after reading to your blog.............

that is why u dint get the meals that you had.. summore you pay de? hmm...
the places you go with her...
haih... after she bring u here and there...
also need to slowly get bek to routes ma...
must check where exactly are u de ma...
havent check then scold...
what la...
thats why i knew this before would happen... :(
summore ur lunch.. got you to pay... :(
bebe a, whatever u buy i also like de...
no matter nice or not...
cheap or expensive...
as long as its from your hands to me...
i'll like it de...
but then.. today only 3rd day...
better dun use so much of your money k?
reduce your money usage...
your mum also very... haih... no comment...
just because of a fight...
the 3 days only... got fight...
then like a queen like that... :(
go out is dun know where and there de ma...
thats why its known to be experiences...
bebe... try to bear with your mum k?
let her what she want..
cause she is one holding the money on her hand k?
until we have the money...
she cannot say anything much adi de la...k?
kiss kiss..


oo? bought a bag for yourself? :) 25pounds? wah.. rm75 wor... how is it de? since can put so many things... gud lo... but then.. bebe a... remember.. buy this for yourself.. and buy for me adi... then must reduce your usage of money adi k?
really really dun use so much... i sked you really not enuf to use... not enuf to eat also... :(

bebe ar... then the place you stay.. is nearby which city? London City itself? which place? i want to play google map and see where r u lo.. then i can direct you next time.. :)
a street many many expensive things de? oo.. nice nice... ya lo... bebe.. iphone4 at US is just USD500 only... so sumwhere the same in london lo... malaysia wanna tax this and that ma... maxis dun want the public to know.. thats why bill us their "rates" lo.. :( 32g de... 615 pounds is cheap lo bebe.. here 32g, its sumwhere 3k++ too... now mine is also 16g only... hmm? over there just 2 pics? bebe... take more...
then all store in your lappy... then take again...
this is an experience is not always you'll get de o...
(although i wish for.. ) hehehe...


bebe, i told you.. whatever u buy.. i'll love it... i got keep all the things you gave me de.. the cupcakes... the things.. all with me... its all over my room.. :)
sky raining o? summer time there always rain de o...
luckily u panai.. buy umbrella there... so guai... but bebe... next time call your mum to buy herself an umbrella la... can be memories also with that umbrella also de ma.. can bring back also... why la dun buy? then now.. you see... you wet... presents wet or not.. its ok.. but you wet... then i dun like adi... now i think its not ur mum taking care of you lo... its like you taking care of a child lo... :(

bebe, ur period bout to come.. summore rain.. summore dint have proper times to eat...
i sked later u... :( touch wood* touch wood*
hmm... i also dun wish for... :(
hmm.. bebe.. when u in the room, you shud have said to ur mum... its not jack's things precious... you have been my precious in the rain... nw we under shelter... i wan to care 4my precious things also... :)

ha? your sis and bro can talk with mum? 11pm? then here what time o? 6 in the morning? hehehe.. bebe... dun tahan... feel free to k.o. anytime u wan... i'll understand de.. cause i know hw is it like...
and how you r with your mum.. :( i dun like it lo... but what to do?? hmm... see how lo.. k? any situation happens... discuss with mum lo... dun cat fight adi... ok?
the report? what report? you reporting to me? hahaha.. bebe... u not reporting..
you telling me k? i wan to tell you.. i also want replies de ma.. rite? kiss kiss...
bebe... my dear... i also love you too... but then... i wish to see you... not like this... i hope the days rush faster...
as like i said.. time really passes so slow... but slow until.. i need to rush up and do work lo... now adi 2.20pm afternoon in malaysia... super duper HOT HOT HOT!!
but i guai de k? i stay inside the office... with aircond and drinking lots lots lots of water....
i hope u do the same thing as i do... :( hmm.. miss you.... :( you also rest well k? i miss u~so much..~~~~

21st july part 2

Dear..nw is 9.12pm..i jx fin dinner n walked bek..
Dear a,den afte say Oklo v walkwalk..den mum kept asking hw 2go la,use train la use bus la..den I ma say lo,dis dis dis way cx I noe ma,den she kept insist Nola,is anothe way..Ok den,follow her way,v take 2hrs round n round d stupid place,no ppl cx is DAMN early in d mornin,n oso no food cx is super early,den she angry lo,say me dis me dat,den I tel her..i adi told her d road she dun wan listen~den she shout in d middle of d road ther 'Okla Okla!' now u bring me la u so clever..by dat time,i adi duno which stupid station u stop at lo =.= den I ma say,wait let me check 1st,den she say, 'u oso duno ma!' kept shouting..v both lik cat fight for d morning,dats y I didn't eat.. :(
Den afte d cat fight,she go eat lunch herself,i follow her lo,den I pay myself..Huh =.= I really really a..zadao until =.= Dear a,dats d nt so happy part of my trip..
Nw v talk bout d happy part :) hehe at d royal dance skul,i manage2buy myself my fav 1sided bag from royal academy of dance..25pounds!hehe although big,bt me love it!next time I teach n dance,oso can put al my baju inside shoes inside cx its big enough hehe home d,i show Dear k?kisskiss..
Dear,den on our way2 d music skul dats in london,v went through a street..gt alot alot of expensive stuff around..so v jx walked,ther's a building is 'apple' d hehe..i went in,d I phone 4 is 615 pounds!32g so exp!so ended up,me jx take 2 pic of d building vf manymany ppl hehe..Dear.den afte dat,i saw sumthing for u..i bought it duno v lik ont..bt Dear,when I was carrying ur things preciously in my hand,d sky rained!heavily!i brought umbrella,bt I use2cover mum..so me n ur present was wet..me sad..cx ur present kena rain d sobsob..i hope Dear stil lik :-(
Den nw i'm in my room,wiping ur present use d fan n blow..mum say Jack's things den so precious la hehe..sure lo..u my Dear ma..kisskiss ^.^
Dear,den nw I've taken a super long warm bath..wear long pants,waitin sis n bro2 on9..dey wan2 chat vf mum wor at 11pm..me if cant tahan..Den wil k.o d k?kisskiss..
Dear a,i tink,d report is kinda done hehe..Dear,i love u too!i love d things u posted on my wall~thank you Dear..rest well k?nitenite..i wan2 cuddle in ur chest..i miss u~so much..

21st july in london (morning)

Dear,mornin my mum's alarm ring at 6am..bt I rmb she say will wakey at 7am d..so I cont sleep lo,den she quickly wakey,veri ganzeung..ask me wakey as well, =.= so I ma oso veri 'quickly' change den..by time we're set,is only 6.30am =.=
So den my mum ask me d BIG ques.. 'wat we're gona do?go 2 d ballet skul main studio in london,or go walk walk 1st?' den,b4 I ans,she said 'v go walkwalk 1st la since gt so much time b4 goin 2d ballet skul..bt den,if v go walkwalk,v may not noe hw 2go 2d ballet skul from our 'walkwalk' place..my s well,v hv breaky here den almost 8am,v can start our journey right 2d studio since v adi noe d route..den mum say,lik dis veri waste time.cum 2 london only eat =.= den say I kip thinking of eat =.= Huh..Oklo,den follow her plan which is 2 go walkwalk 1st~
To be continue

21/07/2011 - 15mins break of mine

bebe... i'm very WORRIED here k?
i'm not mad at you... i'm not mad...
but i'm just very WORRIED...
why u dint eat...
why dint u take the time to eat be4 going for your daily trip leh?
afterwards no energy how leh?
then wan to come bek summore leh?
you know how pain am i right now?
hmm...
u neva eat there...
i sam tong here..
you think its fine there, but i dun know how u r...
communications very limited...
very sanfu de lo...
hmmm..
:(:(:(

i now still waiting for your reply... hmm...
i hope nothing happened much on u...
hope u have a bao bao brunch and nice de dinner k?
after dinner only i think u will be home rite?
hmm... neva mind la..
just to tell you...
jason call me go yumcha to9...
he and huiwen again very angry on each other...
quarrelling again..
i dun wish like that too..:(
anything u must let me know ok? hmmm..
me still worried over u...
let me know what happened today later k? :(:(

21/07/2011 - 2nd day... 1hour break...

bebe.. my one hour break lo...
ate my food adi...
bebe ar...
really dun kept sending me smses lo...
later when u dun have money adi when u reach birmingham,
then how leh?
hmm?
hmmm... summore u also so naughty with mum lo..
i dun know what u did there...
but then.. morning so early wake up...
shud have go and eat with mum first lo..
what u two doing there o?

and btw, find the ballet school... is it that is the place u going to train urself?
not in birmingham meh?
then if like that, the place wont run de ma...
why dun go and eat 1st leh? 6am wake up... afternoon also havent eat...
hmmm...
you know people here miss you and worried or not de?
hmm?
summore u like that... :(

the place wont run de...
summore got people direct u to go ma...
there got many people can help u de...
no worries...
i really dun know u go the London ballet school for what..
and go there is ok.. maybe for the view and the location of the place...
shud be nice de...
but going there..
trains and buses...
then not eating...
from morning till the afternoon...
gila jor meh?

hmmm...
i now so blur of u really know what is taking care of urself...
hmm...
i also got the feeling that u got no one to take care of u...
summore... i dun like to say this...
but i have no choice...
i think that you dun have people to take care de lo...
and i dun know what is considered as taking care of urself...

hmmm... i'm not angry of u...
i'm more of worried...
worried until mad now..
cause u like this...
morning its adi very late d lo...
havent eat.. but now..
you tell me when i dinner also, u havent have anything to eat...
or u really want i dun care?
i can dun care of anything de a...
i can be very casual...
do as u please de a...
you like how then how la...
i really got nothing to say adi...

i couldnt imagine u waking up in the morning... 6am..
then until 12 sumthing... just walk walk...
ups and downs...
then people direct you to London Ballet School...
then... so long till now... havent eat??
you joking a? hmm...
cant find things to eat meh? where also got food de wor...
i dun know what u really really doing there...

update the blog later la...
i'm still worried of u...

summore ask me to take care myself...
call me to eat..
call me to stay the same...
call me this and that...
but then...
what u did? hmmm...
you like la...
the more i say..
the more i feeling that i'm actually getting mad at you...
cause u naughty...
cause u dun listen...
and you dint even care of yourself...
just go BALLET SCHOOL only...
be... you like k?
from now on...
do whatever you want there la...
if u wan.. then just update the blog.. if not...
also up to you...
i guess later before 5.30pm UK time...
also cant see u de la? rite?
cant see you on9... cause no need to eat.. must find all the ballet schools 1st hor?
ballet school more important...
food no need de ma... rite?
then no need food...
i think also me soon also no need jor de la..
eat also dun wan de...
ballet school only la... go there also i think here and there... also not related de lo... i dun know adi la... you like la...
ahhhh....
:(:(:(:(:(