21st july in london (morning)

Dear,mornin my mum's alarm ring at 6am..bt I rmb she say will wakey at 7am d..so I cont sleep lo,den she quickly wakey,veri ganzeung..ask me wakey as well, =.= so I ma oso veri 'quickly' change den..by time we're set,is only 6.30am =.=
So den my mum ask me d BIG ques.. 'wat we're gona do?go 2 d ballet skul main studio in london,or go walk walk 1st?' den,b4 I ans,she said 'v go walkwalk 1st la since gt so much time b4 goin 2d ballet skul..bt den,if v go walkwalk,v may not noe hw 2go 2d ballet skul from our 'walkwalk' place..my s well,v hv breaky here den almost 8am,v can start our journey right 2d studio since v adi noe d route..den mum say,lik dis veri waste time.cum 2 london only eat =.= den say I kip thinking of eat =.= Huh..Oklo,den follow her plan which is 2 go walkwalk 1st~
To be continue

21/07/2011 - 15mins break of mine

bebe... i'm very WORRIED here k?
i'm not mad at you... i'm not mad...
but i'm just very WORRIED...
why u dint eat...
why dint u take the time to eat be4 going for your daily trip leh?
afterwards no energy how leh?
then wan to come bek summore leh?
you know how pain am i right now?
hmm...
u neva eat there...
i sam tong here..
you think its fine there, but i dun know how u r...
communications very limited...
very sanfu de lo...
hmmm..
:(:(:(

i now still waiting for your reply... hmm...
i hope nothing happened much on u...
hope u have a bao bao brunch and nice de dinner k?
after dinner only i think u will be home rite?
hmm... neva mind la..
just to tell you...
jason call me go yumcha to9...
he and huiwen again very angry on each other...
quarrelling again..
i dun wish like that too..:(
anything u must let me know ok? hmmm..
me still worried over u...
let me know what happened today later k? :(:(

21/07/2011 - 2nd day... 1hour break...

bebe.. my one hour break lo...
ate my food adi...
bebe ar...
really dun kept sending me smses lo...
later when u dun have money adi when u reach birmingham,
then how leh?
hmm?
hmmm... summore u also so naughty with mum lo..
i dun know what u did there...
but then.. morning so early wake up...
shud have go and eat with mum first lo..
what u two doing there o?

and btw, find the ballet school... is it that is the place u going to train urself?
not in birmingham meh?
then if like that, the place wont run de ma...
why dun go and eat 1st leh? 6am wake up... afternoon also havent eat...
hmmm...
you know people here miss you and worried or not de?
hmm?
summore u like that... :(

the place wont run de...
summore got people direct u to go ma...
there got many people can help u de...
no worries...
i really dun know u go the London ballet school for what..
and go there is ok.. maybe for the view and the location of the place...
shud be nice de...
but going there..
trains and buses...
then not eating...
from morning till the afternoon...
gila jor meh?

hmmm...
i now so blur of u really know what is taking care of urself...
hmm...
i also got the feeling that u got no one to take care of u...
summore... i dun like to say this...
but i have no choice...
i think that you dun have people to take care de lo...
and i dun know what is considered as taking care of urself...

hmmm... i'm not angry of u...
i'm more of worried...
worried until mad now..
cause u like this...
morning its adi very late d lo...
havent eat.. but now..
you tell me when i dinner also, u havent have anything to eat...
or u really want i dun care?
i can dun care of anything de a...
i can be very casual...
do as u please de a...
you like how then how la...
i really got nothing to say adi...

i couldnt imagine u waking up in the morning... 6am..
then until 12 sumthing... just walk walk...
ups and downs...
then people direct you to London Ballet School...
then... so long till now... havent eat??
you joking a? hmm...
cant find things to eat meh? where also got food de wor...
i dun know what u really really doing there...

update the blog later la...
i'm still worried of u...

summore ask me to take care myself...
call me to eat..
call me to stay the same...
call me this and that...
but then...
what u did? hmmm...
you like la...
the more i say..
the more i feeling that i'm actually getting mad at you...
cause u naughty...
cause u dun listen...
and you dint even care of yourself...
just go BALLET SCHOOL only...
be... you like k?
from now on...
do whatever you want there la...
if u wan.. then just update the blog.. if not...
also up to you...
i guess later before 5.30pm UK time...
also cant see u de la? rite?
cant see you on9... cause no need to eat.. must find all the ballet schools 1st hor?
ballet school more important...
food no need de ma... rite?
then no need food...
i think also me soon also no need jor de la..
eat also dun wan de...
ballet school only la... go there also i think here and there... also not related de lo... i dun know adi la... you like la...
ahhhh....
:(:(:(:(:(

21/07/2011, my 15 mins break...

First day has just passed my bebe...
hmmm...
today is the second day...
ytd late night till this morning...
have been going to toilet every time...
until my tummy also nothing to come out d...
butt butt pain pain too... hmmm...

tot today morning can come here earlier to update the blog de...
this morning... drank milo and have cake only...
then 2 more slices of bread...
before going to the car adi...

then after the big big...
walk in the floor..
started work...
and then gila gila till just now..
so tiring...
then the security guards also asked me..
cause they are used to see me wandering around...
the naughty guy before getting my locker...
1 week plus bothering them to open and close the temporary locker ma..
hehehe..
then the security guards asked me...
why u ytd dint sleep a?
eyes so bengkak de?
then go toilet only see that...
even my collegues and my line manager...
asked me the same thing when i stand up...
grab a snack...
got ROTA small packet...
rm1 for 2 packet..
just finished one of the packet...
save the next one later...
bebe...
tq for the sweets as well..
helps me a lot..
but then... i cant kept taking those...
cause very sweet and very thirsty...
so i kept drinking water...
and drinking water... makes me wanna go toilet even more...
kiss kiss...


bebe, this is my story from morning till now...
i'm waiting for your story...
where is the bus...
how is the bus like...
then where you all went to...
then did u meet with anyone?
btw, bebe a... why wake up at 6am de?
then neva eat anything that moment until 7.45?
har? can or not o?? u must be very hungry by that moment lo?
hmm... when boarding the train.. ask properly a...
ask whether is that the right road or not...
drink more water k?
just drink more water... take care yourself when walking there... ok??
i got to go up lo.. hmm...
talk to you later k? kiss kiss...
miss you...:(

today de pics...~~

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this is the morning post i want you to see when i was on the way to cyber jaya

1st pic..me lo... hehehe...

2nd pic... the nasi goreng i had today... with coke:)

3rd pic... the milo and chocolate egg tart...

4th pic.. the usual look of the tarts...


bebe... these are the pics which i wan to show u... i post more tomolo k? kiss kiss

20/7/2011 1st day, 15mins break

bebe... its been hours there... how is it over there de?
u must be enjoying the scenery by now..
and definitely is super tired de...
if only i was there to help u to hold ur bag like what i do in Genting Trip.
remember the days? i now also thinking of it... :(

hmmm... i hope u can find the hotel soon.. since the UK ppl is kinda a bit lanci..
but mostly they are good de...
btw bebe, are u now in the car to go the Birmingham city? hmm? i know that from london city u will land ur plane..
so now u on ur way to birmingham city rite? hmm...
take a gud care again for urself...
hmmm...

15 mins to me now is super slow.. cause i went down and up... just to sms u and then come up here and update the blog... it only took me bout 5 mins... :(
how am i to tahan for the next 13 days? hmm... :(
but i'll try k? bebe.. i love you so much...

tell me asap when u reach the birmingham city k?
bebe, i miss you so much now... later i'm going to listen to the song again...
hmmm...
all my conversations is me asking u when u reaching?
when u reach, sms me...
cause i really want to know hw u r doing there... its been so many hours...
you havent tried before not to sms me more than 10 hours.. hmmm.. but then... its like more than few days u dint sms me d... hmmm.. hope u can go on9 in ur room...
because after ur ballet, then bath d, on the bed, u can adi on9 and see what i posted for u there... hmmm... but then.. see how lo...
cause i dun think we have much time to chat...
when u awake... i'm asleep...
when u dancing... i'm working...
when u reach hotel.. its more than UK hours de 8pm sumthing... here is like 3am in the morning adi... hmmm..
then when u sleep, we awake back... its like all the opposite lo... :(
i hope u can write me all the things u did for the day...
go where.. did what... eat wat... period come adi... then many more k?
i'll wait here for u to update the blog... :(
I LOVE YOU~~!!

20/7/2011 1st day, my 1hour break..

bebe... one hour break of mine o...
now u havent reach london rite?
hmmm... i hope u reach soon...
and remember when u on9... u see what i wrote k?
if cannot really see my post... in blog.. let me know... i'll re-update it...

bebe... just now i msg you...
when downstairs..
i dun know what to eat at all...
its very sien eating in KL adi...
wish u were bek here with me.. eating the food...
any food to me with u will be special adi...
but then... 2 weeks eating alone and no one to talk to...
its lifeless...
summore u are so far upon me...
i also dun know whether i wan to eat or not...
cause just now.. i just ate a meehoon with egg only...
then add a teh tarik to drink there...

bebe... i miss you so much...
i love you so badly here...
i want to talk to u..
chat with u...
text u...
hug u..
kiss u...
so many things lo... hmm:(


me just wan u so badly here...
and i wan you to listen to me....
i wan to hear ur voice as well...
i wan to hug u all day...
now.. all i could do is just talk to u in this blog...
also dun know whether u can see my blog or not...
also dun know how r u there...
dun know u can see me or not...
later if can, we try to skype k?
but also depends on u can go on9 or not...
i know its UK... but then, not all places can on9 and talk to me de ma... :(

bebe.. i miss you so much until i dun know what to do now...
i really dun know what am i to do...
so miserable of me being here... sitting down alone in this internet kiosk room...
typing until my hands also cant stop...
there are so many things i wish to tell u adi... 1st day adi like this...
:( :( :(

i'm bout to go up adi... hmm... later u reach the hotel.. u let me know where is it.. and let me know all the information k?